- "How much better it is to get wisdom Then Gold! and to get understanding is to be chosen above Silver. The highway of the upright is to depart from Evil; He who watches his way preserves his life."
Thursday, 31 December 2015
Love letter
Monday, 28 December 2015
Holy spirit meaning
Since the first time I had a Near Death experience, I've been confused to why I am still alive. What I saw and Experienced I`ll never forget. You wonder about life, You see things in a way that you couldn't possible Imagine. but ever since then, I was changed forever. I knew i wouldn't be the same.
Life is such a gift, enjoy the moments you love, and share your life with this world to make the most of it. I can`t describe how honored I am on this journey of life, to grow and see people lives changed. There`s a reason we are alive and love is one of them.
Now I`ll explain this through spirit. to many times we over think carnally about things. We get our head in the way instead of the flow of life igniting us into romance with holy spirit. It could be any passions or amazing giftings, enjoying those things is being revealed through you the love of God through Christ jesus.
Anything in spirit we love in life is through holy spirit, It`s communion through the holy Ghost. We can think like orphans, thinking our gift is ours and only ours, or we can let go of our limitations through our carnal Understanding and allow the flow of holy spirit to romance our hearts into release of love, Not submission like religion would call it, but more of the answers to all our hearts longings coming together , being complete through holy spirits workings in our lives.
Thursday, 17 December 2015
You have found love
The way to make the most of your dating life is to first work on your inner game. For Guys, it`s all about who you are, your inner workings to be the best you. If a woman is going to love you, Your gonna have to respect yourself and value yourself. Dating is one of the biggest Personal developments that I have experienced. The relationship life is all about growth. Relationships force you to grow, heal, restore and be the best person you are, because true love will change your life. You`ll learn more about yourself, more about love and God. It`s a beautiful thing.
The reason I date is to grow and learn more about love. Love forces you to look at life in ways that you might have not. Love will cause you to have to make sacrifices for that person you are one with. So guys, if your gonna date, Find who you are, that is where the perfection of the dating life comes from.
Now if we look at koniona, This is all done by holy spirit. Relationships are just another way for me to journey with holy spirit, There is a communion. I learn and get romanced by holy spirit in a relationship. it`s all about that person you are dating but for some reason it`s all about you. Not carnally where there is selfishness, I mean, The way you love them. you love them in such a way that IT`s unconditional, you give your life to that person, That is marriage. It`s a union of spirit.
God has put me in relationships just to grow me, and to also reveal hurts and lies in my life, to break the lies and heal the wounds. The same goes for the other person, It`s a inner working of the holy spirit in both of the persons life. I find it amazing that just in a relationship how much you are able to learn about holy spirit, Your able to understand more how much the holy spirit really loves us. That love is far more then you will ever love anyone, The love that is from God towards us is something that can`t even be understood, It`s that amazing and that Big. It`s so big that he created life for us, he gave us the whole world because he is so in love with us that he died for us. The romance I have with holy spirit is so deep and personal, I can`t even explain it. I`m just so in love, Like I would be in marriage with a woman but far more deeper and intimate.
Tuesday, 15 December 2015
The heart of a man
Many People Pursue there talents and Gifts from a Orphan Heart viewpoint and lifestyle. It`s all because a Identity crisis, they want purpose, love, Significance and power. People have Different reasons to why they do what they do and have beliefs to withhold em.
Marketing Plants Seeds of deception all the time. They know what the human Nature wants and They use it to sell stuff. I studied marketing and Psychology since 4 year ago. Some of the business world is very evil and deceptive.
But there is a lifestyle of Beauty and freedom, one that doesn't need to be deceptive and corrupt. where Our Gifts are limitless, we don`t have to control them, they just flow out of life and it`s no longer through a orphan heart but one that`s in unity and freedom. It`s through a son of adoption, not a man that is a orphan that Gift`s truly come to life.
Friday, 11 December 2015
The Love of God
People have this Idea about God, Like people think they actually know him. He laughs. It`s hilarious. You hear these horrible things that he does, but are simply nothing but lies. Hes actually the nicest person you could ever meet. Hes a father to me, and loves me like no one ever could. Barley anyone has that relationship with him, But for him to be a dad to me ever since I could remember, no words can describe how amazing that is.
Religion is so whack, they have no idea who he is. They never could image having a father like that, But they put a religion all around him, Place limits and make all this bullshit, It`s just ridiculous. Christianity has a lot of truth, but the whole system is twisted into a religion instead of life itself.
Friday, 27 November 2015
History
I Served the devil for a long time. My family was a multi-generational satanic Blood line. It`s hard to put into Pieces, it`s hard to come to the realization of that. I wished for so long that it never had to be that way, It`s saddening. The reality of what went on was more then people could Bare.
But the grace of God gave me the strength. I dissociated into multiple Personalities. It`s a skill that any child will use when they go through such Horrible things.
My life was dedicated to Satan as a Young child by family members and by the satanic cult that was involved. It`s a big network of individuals, Not just my family but many other people connected.
I was trained, Formed and used for all the devils Purposes. I would go on Missions as a kid, Leaving to the United States as a young child to do things they wanted me to do. There was so much training that parts of me were trained for only one purpose in mind. I won`t go to much into Detail.
but the whole idea is trauma is used to Form Dissociation, The more dissociation that they did to me, the more they were able to control me. I did what they said. Why? Because I was told I would die if i didnt and they would show killed people in front of me to show me "that is what will fucking happen if you don`t obey". What will a young child do? Of course I`m angry, that Is why I am writing this, I am Upset, It comes to mind and I feel all the pain and I just want to get away from it. It`s unbelievable and I just want to be safe, free from it all. It`s gone on way to long and I just want to free, enjoy holy spirit and enjoy my life in christ.
Hypnosis was used to Create triggers. There`s so many trigger words and Word Phrases used it boggles my mind. I don`t even know the half of them. There is numbers, In the inner world (the spirit) there is a inner realm of many Parts set into different rooms where Demons are assigned to them. Those demons are put there through rituals. I was forced to attend many different satanic rituals.
It`s hard to go to back to these memories, but I don`t want to focus on evil, I want to focus on the fact that God is so much bigger then all this. He sets the captives free. I know as I am walking in the spirit that There is no way that I am not getting freedom in christ. By His stripes I am healed. I will live in the spirit and in rightouness as I am a preist and king of christ. By this fruit, I walk not by carnality but by spiritual Life that was given to me through the cross.
right now I don`t know exactly why, It simple was just that, it just happened and I don`t have to put anymore purpose then That it happened and it`s to bad that it went that way. But I am able to see in the end the glory of God, His freedom and power to set me from everything of this world.
But the grace of God gave me the strength. I dissociated into multiple Personalities. It`s a skill that any child will use when they go through such Horrible things.
My life was dedicated to Satan as a Young child by family members and by the satanic cult that was involved. It`s a big network of individuals, Not just my family but many other people connected.
I was trained, Formed and used for all the devils Purposes. I would go on Missions as a kid, Leaving to the United States as a young child to do things they wanted me to do. There was so much training that parts of me were trained for only one purpose in mind. I won`t go to much into Detail.
but the whole idea is trauma is used to Form Dissociation, The more dissociation that they did to me, the more they were able to control me. I did what they said. Why? Because I was told I would die if i didnt and they would show killed people in front of me to show me "that is what will fucking happen if you don`t obey". What will a young child do? Of course I`m angry, that Is why I am writing this, I am Upset, It comes to mind and I feel all the pain and I just want to get away from it. It`s unbelievable and I just want to be safe, free from it all. It`s gone on way to long and I just want to free, enjoy holy spirit and enjoy my life in christ.
Hypnosis was used to Create triggers. There`s so many trigger words and Word Phrases used it boggles my mind. I don`t even know the half of them. There is numbers, In the inner world (the spirit) there is a inner realm of many Parts set into different rooms where Demons are assigned to them. Those demons are put there through rituals. I was forced to attend many different satanic rituals.
It`s hard to go to back to these memories, but I don`t want to focus on evil, I want to focus on the fact that God is so much bigger then all this. He sets the captives free. I know as I am walking in the spirit that There is no way that I am not getting freedom in christ. By His stripes I am healed. I will live in the spirit and in rightouness as I am a preist and king of christ. By this fruit, I walk not by carnality but by spiritual Life that was given to me through the cross.
right now I don`t know exactly why, It simple was just that, it just happened and I don`t have to put anymore purpose then That it happened and it`s to bad that it went that way. But I am able to see in the end the glory of God, His freedom and power to set me from everything of this world.
Sunday, 22 November 2015
Commitment
Love and hate are so close together it boggles my mind. You can love a person one moment and hate them the next. It`s weird how that works. Frustration, confusion and Hurt. Ive gone through those processes before in Relationships. It can be a fricking drag, but what matters is if that person is meaningful to you, You decide to take it where you want and commit to it.
Friday, 20 November 2015
koinionia in a nutshell
Music is for the heart and the soul. No one can hold that back. Music is unique in that it can Change a persons Perspective, States and break negative Patterns and triggers. I have no idea what I do when I make music but It just flows and some how it just puts it`s self to together just like life. I think Music has a way with life that can motivate a human, Inspire in a way that can change a persons life forever. Moment by I moment I enjoy seeing that happen.
I never started music forcefully, There wasnt really any goals, just doing it because I find it pretty awesome and it`s inspiring.
That`s koiniona in a nutshell brothasssss D: ahaha. Koinina in a nutshell is Unity, love, Compassion, life and all that stuff you love put into a gift basket, wrapped up with some Delicious Cheese Cake. That`s Fellowship with holy spirit and it`s reallly awesome. And I am laughing because God is so funny. He gets my jokes, He gets me totally, better then anyone. How Intimate is that?
Most can`t even talk to God like that. Well brothers and sister, It can`t be taught, or learned. It just happens. You either have it or not. I don`t even know how it happens. It`s just Koinionia.
Most can`t even talk to God like that. Well brothers and sister, It can`t be taught, or learned. It just happens. You either have it or not. I don`t even know how it happens. It`s just Koinionia.
Edmonton Oilers Trade talk. Travis Hamonic in the mix.
News Came out recently that Travis hamonic from the new york islanders has requested a trade to subjectively a western hockey team for reasons that are personal (Something to do with family or what not).
Here is what is going to happen. Edmonton will trade for a Right shot D-man before Christmas time. Peter chiarelli is currently in talks with NY islanders for the travis hamonic trade. NY was asking for Either Nurse or Klef in that trade talk. So right now in this moment I believe chiarelli is talking with oilers management team, He is waiting it out for a bit. I don`t believe eberle will be traded, He is just to proven of a player and Personally we will have to see mcdavid with eberle once Mcdavid gets healthy. There is going to be big moves coming up soon. Peter will not hesitate to improve the oilers, weather sooner or later. A move will happen before Christmas, That is just my honest %100 Belief. By next year this team will be much improved.
Peter is not only talking with NY, He is talking with other teams. I don`t know exactly what teams, but he is looking for that top 2 or 4 d-man of the future, to secure our Defense.
Peter is looking at yakupov wondering if he fits for the future, and now that we see that leon drai is playing like he is (14 points in 9 games), We are definitely looking at some moves happening. The moves that will come soon will be about the future and the now. The trades will happen to make sure there will be enough cap space for future signings of Nurse, Mcdavid and Leon, but as well to improve the defense that we so Strongly need (we all know this) . Leon could be traded but that is not going to happen right now, it would more so happen just before he has to be resigned for a bigger NHL lvl Contract. Leon would more then likely be traded next year at the draft or in the off season, I just don`t see it happening right now or this season. Leon is just to good right now.
Schultz will be in talk for trades, draft picks and prospects will also be in talks for a deal coming soon. I believe 4 teams are currently talking with NY islanders over the Hamonic trade and I honestly Believe Edmonton will get hamonic. Peter wants this player, But NY has asked a bit to much, They want Nurse or Klef, probably a pick or even instead, giving up Sekera + a prospect or a draft pick for travis hamonic (sekera being traded is way to early, He needs to be with the team for at-least half a season, but it`s still possible he gets traded).
I would love to see Justin Schultz + a draft pick(s) and/Or a prospect for Hamonic straight across, but you have to wonder if NY wants a player that is Going through a test season with Edmonton to see if they want to resign him next year. Is this a good idea for NY to get a player that might not even sign with them the next year? No, So I believe schultz + for travis won`t happen, you would have to give up more then just schultz, maybe even give up another D-man or D prospect. NY wants a equal value of a defender in order to deal this trade. So this leaves, Nurse, Kleb and sekera in the mix for the trade. As wishful thinking as this sounds, I believe it is likely to happen, but if not There will definitely be a trade for a d-man by this new year.
Here is what is going to happen. Edmonton will trade for a Right shot D-man before Christmas time. Peter chiarelli is currently in talks with NY islanders for the travis hamonic trade. NY was asking for Either Nurse or Klef in that trade talk. So right now in this moment I believe chiarelli is talking with oilers management team, He is waiting it out for a bit. I don`t believe eberle will be traded, He is just to proven of a player and Personally we will have to see mcdavid with eberle once Mcdavid gets healthy. There is going to be big moves coming up soon. Peter will not hesitate to improve the oilers, weather sooner or later. A move will happen before Christmas, That is just my honest %100 Belief. By next year this team will be much improved.
Peter is not only talking with NY, He is talking with other teams. I don`t know exactly what teams, but he is looking for that top 2 or 4 d-man of the future, to secure our Defense.
Peter is looking at yakupov wondering if he fits for the future, and now that we see that leon drai is playing like he is (14 points in 9 games), We are definitely looking at some moves happening. The moves that will come soon will be about the future and the now. The trades will happen to make sure there will be enough cap space for future signings of Nurse, Mcdavid and Leon, but as well to improve the defense that we so Strongly need (we all know this) . Leon could be traded but that is not going to happen right now, it would more so happen just before he has to be resigned for a bigger NHL lvl Contract. Leon would more then likely be traded next year at the draft or in the off season, I just don`t see it happening right now or this season. Leon is just to good right now.
Schultz will be in talk for trades, draft picks and prospects will also be in talks for a deal coming soon. I believe 4 teams are currently talking with NY islanders over the Hamonic trade and I honestly Believe Edmonton will get hamonic. Peter wants this player, But NY has asked a bit to much, They want Nurse or Klef, probably a pick or even instead, giving up Sekera + a prospect or a draft pick for travis hamonic (sekera being traded is way to early, He needs to be with the team for at-least half a season, but it`s still possible he gets traded).
I would love to see Justin Schultz + a draft pick(s) and/Or a prospect for Hamonic straight across, but you have to wonder if NY wants a player that is Going through a test season with Edmonton to see if they want to resign him next year. Is this a good idea for NY to get a player that might not even sign with them the next year? No, So I believe schultz + for travis won`t happen, you would have to give up more then just schultz, maybe even give up another D-man or D prospect. NY wants a equal value of a defender in order to deal this trade. So this leaves, Nurse, Kleb and sekera in the mix for the trade. As wishful thinking as this sounds, I believe it is likely to happen, but if not There will definitely be a trade for a d-man by this new year.
Monday, 16 November 2015
Dating life
as a guy, It should be your Duty and standard to be so good at Social Interactions, that you will never have to worry about a woman liking you or your dating life because all of it is natural and a everyday thing.
For me, I feel good. I don`t have to worry about someone liking me, Because there is so much out there, so many Great things, life is just to good to worry about weather someone likes you or not. I mean seriously, whats the big deal. rejection is nothing. I eat rejection, That shit don`t limit me at all.
For me, I feel good. I don`t have to worry about someone liking me, Because there is so much out there, so many Great things, life is just to good to worry about weather someone likes you or not. I mean seriously, whats the big deal. rejection is nothing. I eat rejection, That shit don`t limit me at all.
Sunday, 15 November 2015
Humble and greatful
In my life I have faced many Adversaries. Ive seen Pain, Death and lose. But ive seen a part of life that most will never see. I have a spiritual awareness and understanding that some may understand. This is just the life of the gifted, The ones that are unique in life, in ways they will inspire, lead the nations and create a life for others that will truly change this planet. Everyone is unique and has a purpose.
It`s my mission to change the face of the earth one by one and it will happen one by one and I see it day by day. I am Profoundly amazed at what life has given me.
When Women Think their ugly
When women think their ugly...
Most women have this issue, weather small or not. Many reasons could be social dynamics and other outside psychological influences. It`s based on Standards, Most women unconsciously want to Live up to these false Expectations the fashion industry has pulled. The Image of how a women should be, Act and look like, It`s twisted in all sorts of ways.
Give me probable Cause to why you "Think" your ugly?...
" I have none". Well there you go, your not fucking ugly.
end of Fight.... But it`s not, because women Don`t base it off of Logic, but Emotion and self-conscious Down-grading.
So Guy`s can`t win this fight over with logic, but with love and understanding and of course a lot of patience (damn that sucks).
Once Our Culture changes, This issue will start to resolve. But that change starts with one person and that`s you.
Most women have this issue, weather small or not. Many reasons could be social dynamics and other outside psychological influences. It`s based on Standards, Most women unconsciously want to Live up to these false Expectations the fashion industry has pulled. The Image of how a women should be, Act and look like, It`s twisted in all sorts of ways.
Give me probable Cause to why you "Think" your ugly?...
" I have none". Well there you go, your not fucking ugly.
end of Fight.... But it`s not, because women Don`t base it off of Logic, but Emotion and self-conscious Down-grading.
So Guy`s can`t win this fight over with logic, but with love and understanding and of course a lot of patience (damn that sucks).
Once Our Culture changes, This issue will start to resolve. But that change starts with one person and that`s you.
Thursday, 5 November 2015
meaningful
So you care about someone, you know you love them, but you can`t be with them because you live apart.
What are you supposed to do, Wait? What does that person want though? It`s confusing, but You have to just keep holding on, The moment will come when it is time.
I realize that this situation that I`m talking about will be resolved, I will be blessed when the outcome will show itself to me. Holy spirit has been revealing me life in these areas, I know for fact that God has a amazing plan, But It is not happening just yet because I`m not quiet ready. When were ready, We head straight for this glorious plan that is painted out like a gorgeous Painting that just fits perfectly.
I am able to see this plan, but There is only a specific Amount that I am able to see prophetically. First off, holy spirit wants to surprise me, because he loves me. Surprises are fun right? he wants to make it fun, Exciting and romantic. I see the exact romance I will have with my future wife and forever mate is just a bit of a small picture of the unity and relationship I have with holy spirit and its been like that ever since I was kid.... Wow this is incredible, How intimate and personal can this get?
I`m blown away by this. Each little true spiritual thing That I desire, love and want is exactly the personality of The Godhead. From all my journey I am able to see this being expressed and explored through the things God brings in my life, Those special Gifts and treats that we wait a while for but are ever-so meaningful.
What are you supposed to do, Wait? What does that person want though? It`s confusing, but You have to just keep holding on, The moment will come when it is time.
I realize that this situation that I`m talking about will be resolved, I will be blessed when the outcome will show itself to me. Holy spirit has been revealing me life in these areas, I know for fact that God has a amazing plan, But It is not happening just yet because I`m not quiet ready. When were ready, We head straight for this glorious plan that is painted out like a gorgeous Painting that just fits perfectly.
I am able to see this plan, but There is only a specific Amount that I am able to see prophetically. First off, holy spirit wants to surprise me, because he loves me. Surprises are fun right? he wants to make it fun, Exciting and romantic. I see the exact romance I will have with my future wife and forever mate is just a bit of a small picture of the unity and relationship I have with holy spirit and its been like that ever since I was kid.... Wow this is incredible, How intimate and personal can this get?
I`m blown away by this. Each little true spiritual thing That I desire, love and want is exactly the personality of The Godhead. From all my journey I am able to see this being expressed and explored through the things God brings in my life, Those special Gifts and treats that we wait a while for but are ever-so meaningful.
Wednesday, 28 October 2015
Expression
I feel fucked, So much pain. How long has it lasted? It`s been ever since I could remember. Long nights, hard decisions.
I want that freedom, and God will give it to me, day by day i am seeing it. But it takes time, there will be days where their is a struggle.
and God is it ever hard some days, Can`t even believe Ive fought through it.
There`s amazing days, then there is some road block fucking Days, that just are so unbelievable that I just ask myself why.
No wonder I am so ambitious, Ive been really broken hard, like a window smashing into a bunch of Pieces.
My exact ambition is a reflection of my Strength and longing to be free. For anyone that knows me personally, They will know how motivated or ambitious I am.
I used to Use My goals and ambitious dreams to cover pain and think that success was my road to freedom, yes it`s true to some Extent (very little), but not to this extent. It`s evident because God has shown me the truth, not only that but I realize what kinda of Lifestyle I was conditioned to.
I know the gifts in me will never go away, They were there ever since I was born, I never really saw those gifts until I really started to be aware of all of them recently. It`s like a part of seeing change and healing in your life, you gotta see who you really are.
Understanding yourself is a huge value that some may overlook. understanding you, is understanding God, Because We are a reflection of christ and his love. Why would we hurt ourselves if we wouldnt hurt the ones we love or christ who died for us. You are a reflection of God`s nature as a person living. If your one with him then why would we put ourselves down or hate our own?
God is hurt personally when we hurt ourselves even in the smallest of ways because he truly loves us. In such a deep way, It`s far greater love that he has for us then anyone that you can think of.
he really cares about every single thing in our life, he is excited when we are excited, He is sad to see when we are sad, he wants to uplift us and really share a moment of life with us that is bonding between him and you. There is so much detail that he has shown me about his life that so many people miss.
I used to think he didnt care when I was upset, or when I was sad about something... But he truly cares in such a deep way that there is so much depth and understanding that he has for us that he has the number of all our hairs numbered and on his mind all the time. That goes for everything in our life, He knows us so personally that is it is single handily astounding.
think for a moment if you just had a first born baby, How would you treat that first born? It would be like you just met your first love, this is the way God our Father looks at us moment by moment. we are HIS first love, and I will say that he is my first love and only first love. My best friend and no one will ever compete with that. I know what love is, Ive loved people but I will love no one more then I love God who is my Father.
I want that freedom, and God will give it to me, day by day i am seeing it. But it takes time, there will be days where their is a struggle.
and God is it ever hard some days, Can`t even believe Ive fought through it.
There`s amazing days, then there is some road block fucking Days, that just are so unbelievable that I just ask myself why.
No wonder I am so ambitious, Ive been really broken hard, like a window smashing into a bunch of Pieces.
My exact ambition is a reflection of my Strength and longing to be free. For anyone that knows me personally, They will know how motivated or ambitious I am.
I used to Use My goals and ambitious dreams to cover pain and think that success was my road to freedom, yes it`s true to some Extent (very little), but not to this extent. It`s evident because God has shown me the truth, not only that but I realize what kinda of Lifestyle I was conditioned to.
I know the gifts in me will never go away, They were there ever since I was born, I never really saw those gifts until I really started to be aware of all of them recently. It`s like a part of seeing change and healing in your life, you gotta see who you really are.
Understanding yourself is a huge value that some may overlook. understanding you, is understanding God, Because We are a reflection of christ and his love. Why would we hurt ourselves if we wouldnt hurt the ones we love or christ who died for us. You are a reflection of God`s nature as a person living. If your one with him then why would we put ourselves down or hate our own?
God is hurt personally when we hurt ourselves even in the smallest of ways because he truly loves us. In such a deep way, It`s far greater love that he has for us then anyone that you can think of.
he really cares about every single thing in our life, he is excited when we are excited, He is sad to see when we are sad, he wants to uplift us and really share a moment of life with us that is bonding between him and you. There is so much detail that he has shown me about his life that so many people miss.
I used to think he didnt care when I was upset, or when I was sad about something... But he truly cares in such a deep way that there is so much depth and understanding that he has for us that he has the number of all our hairs numbered and on his mind all the time. That goes for everything in our life, He knows us so personally that is it is single handily astounding.
think for a moment if you just had a first born baby, How would you treat that first born? It would be like you just met your first love, this is the way God our Father looks at us moment by moment. we are HIS first love, and I will say that he is my first love and only first love. My best friend and no one will ever compete with that. I know what love is, Ive loved people but I will love no one more then I love God who is my Father.
Tuesday, 20 October 2015
Heal
Man, I won`t let a woman use me, to drag me down in a relationship, thinking They can get better. If you want better, Go get that dude, Because clearly I am fine being myself. I am confident in Who i am, I don`t care about the next dude, He can have a nice share of some Cake. Eat that cake bud, cuz I`m not having it with you.
Someone who will be with me, Won`t even second guess the relationship. It`s there and it`s there for life. So, I`m not scared if I get dumped, go and dump, I am fine. Break ups are hard, But you learn from them; make the best out of it.
I don`t fear about who To be married with, Where to find her or where she going to be. Yes, I have had questions in relationships, There is only one Ex-GF I know I would spend the rest of my life with, Is there doubts ever? yes, But I`m not worried about it.
I am married in Spiritual union to Holy spirit (note: not religiously) , That is my first and only true lover, When he brings that special Woman into my life, It will be the right timing.
As you may already know, I am frustrated with some things. Ive had issues with some relationships, Been hurt before. In relationships Ive been let down but it`s time to heal and move on.
Someone who will be with me, Won`t even second guess the relationship. It`s there and it`s there for life. So, I`m not scared if I get dumped, go and dump, I am fine. Break ups are hard, But you learn from them; make the best out of it.
I don`t fear about who To be married with, Where to find her or where she going to be. Yes, I have had questions in relationships, There is only one Ex-GF I know I would spend the rest of my life with, Is there doubts ever? yes, But I`m not worried about it.
I am married in Spiritual union to Holy spirit (note: not religiously) , That is my first and only true lover, When he brings that special Woman into my life, It will be the right timing.
As you may already know, I am frustrated with some things. Ive had issues with some relationships, Been hurt before. In relationships Ive been let down but it`s time to heal and move on.
My thoughts on relationships (rant warning)
I know for myself a person who needs to use Pick up Artist Techniques to get woman to like you is a orphan. Ahaha.
First off, I was scared of love, I was scared of opening up, deep down It was because I was hurt a lot. Ive had woman do some weird ass stuff, so Of course theres going to be trust issues after that shit, but I don`t relay on Chicks to "feel" good, Ya relationships are sweet and it`s amazing, but a few years back I really acted like a player, I just wanted chicks to like me and wouldn't actually commit. As weird as all that sounds, It was a growing experience. I`m much more confident now, could care less if a GF wants to try and think I need to be in a relationship because I can`t have anything else. I`m there because I want to be, and I will the love heck out of that person I love. It`s called unity, Freedom and compassion. Loving a person for who they are, And them not being scared to open up, and just being completely open about everything. It`s amazing.
Real talk. I believe Marriage is important and Guys that act like players are quiet insecure, but they sure have a real great time of hiding it, like I did.
I have that Same Unity and freedom with God. You can be real as you want, anytime you want. Stop acting like a fake robot and just tell him what you really think. Religious people act like orphans, It`s not father relationship, It`s a "I am a orphan cry baby, who has no father and I don`t trust him that he is actually my father, So I have to go do religious works to please him, so I can feel something". ROFL!!
Man... See who you really are, you are a child of a king. So act like it. Stand up, and be a man or a woman like you really are. Don`t be afraid, Stand out between the crowd, why hide in secret and hide all these things you wouldn't want people to see?
There`s time to see a change in this world, and It starts with one person, each and everyone of us :D.
Don`t be afraid to speak out, Speak out and be vocal about what you really feel.
First off, I was scared of love, I was scared of opening up, deep down It was because I was hurt a lot. Ive had woman do some weird ass stuff, so Of course theres going to be trust issues after that shit, but I don`t relay on Chicks to "feel" good, Ya relationships are sweet and it`s amazing, but a few years back I really acted like a player, I just wanted chicks to like me and wouldn't actually commit. As weird as all that sounds, It was a growing experience. I`m much more confident now, could care less if a GF wants to try and think I need to be in a relationship because I can`t have anything else. I`m there because I want to be, and I will the love heck out of that person I love. It`s called unity, Freedom and compassion. Loving a person for who they are, And them not being scared to open up, and just being completely open about everything. It`s amazing.
Real talk. I believe Marriage is important and Guys that act like players are quiet insecure, but they sure have a real great time of hiding it, like I did.
I have that Same Unity and freedom with God. You can be real as you want, anytime you want. Stop acting like a fake robot and just tell him what you really think. Religious people act like orphans, It`s not father relationship, It`s a "I am a orphan cry baby, who has no father and I don`t trust him that he is actually my father, So I have to go do religious works to please him, so I can feel something". ROFL!!
Man... See who you really are, you are a child of a king. So act like it. Stand up, and be a man or a woman like you really are. Don`t be afraid, Stand out between the crowd, why hide in secret and hide all these things you wouldn't want people to see?
There`s time to see a change in this world, and It starts with one person, each and everyone of us :D.
Don`t be afraid to speak out, Speak out and be vocal about what you really feel.
Thursday, 3 September 2015
Ever since I was a kid, I knew I was going to be very successful. It wasn't a belief system but a way of life.
Deep in me, I desired more, Was misunderstood, Hated but also loved.
Now looking back, I Understand way more and thankful for so much! Life is truly a gift we can cherish and become what we were created to be.
Deep in me, I desired more, Was misunderstood, Hated but also loved.
Now looking back, I Understand way more and thankful for so much! Life is truly a gift we can cherish and become what we were created to be.
Love gave us creation to be who we are, in life we have all that is
given to us through love and forgiveness. We lose all, but are given
all! Doesn't make sense but it makes all that is perfect one as it is
union.
Ive seen the darkest day`s, Ive seen Hopelessness, but Ive seen the brightest days, Ive seen great mercy, love, Kindness and love.
Ive seen a hate that one would not want to see, Ive seen what a evil man that is in death can do.
It`s something you would not want to see. But ive seen through spirit what man IS and BE through holy spirit.
As a kid, I faced Persecution. Controlled through man and a systematic Selfish death of control.
I know what it`s like to have no life, I know what it`s like to have fullness of life.
Because of all that Ive been through, I`m able to exprience the opisite.
There is in ways no reason for the greatness of experience but It`s simply the reason of Love from holy spirit.
My life has been like poem, A poem may start with darkness, It may start with some bright... but In the middle of it, Is greatness and glory.
I stepped through the shadows, I stepped through darkness , not because I am one with it because I am past it.
God Created life through love, He created a way of seeing through all that man has tried to create. He is the perfect life that we seek.
As a Kid, I had dreams, I had desires, hopes and life was flowing through me.
Darkness tried to stop what was in me, But The glory of spirit pushed through and now I am where i am today. Enjoying romance with holy spirit, enjoying the unlimited Life that comes through God and the union that is created through the life that was given to us.
We have questions, We have answers... We have moments in our life when we wonder why, or when?
Wait, Just wait for the moment to come when you know things change. That perfect time is coming for you, It`s coming now into your life. Because love is able to see all things, Love is able to create the things in our life that we never thought would happen.
We are able to see through love, things becoming one in life that we never thought was manageable or thought would happen.
I wake up, and I just say to me say "How could things get even better, life is so amazing, the gift that Holy spirit has given to us is Unmatched..." But still we try to match what love has given us, Still we try to hold onto what we try to match what was gifted to us.... and it will never match his love, it will never math the love that God has created you simply because he loves you.
you ask him "Well why would he do that" He has no reason, because he is all reason. He is all reason of creation, He is all reason of being and all purpose of life being.
These words I speak, they were not created or thought about hours at a time, I speak from flow because life in me has flowed that was, and is to be through spiritual life.
Even in death, God creates life. Even in sorrow God creates love and forgiveness. no matter what the situation God creates love and life where there is death.
Ive never felt more In-tune or in love with my Father in heaven then I have since the creation or the foundation of life.
Romance is special. To me it a way of flowing and abiding in who we truly are.
you know who you are , so why are you doubting? you doubt, you fear, you plead and you seek. But simple as it is, "oneness" is the way of life and in you, You know and you are complete with it.
You know not knowledge, You know not selfishness, Or Hate, or Sorrow... you know all that is life and life beginning. Because beyond life there is eternity.
In Eternity we can see that which is not seen. We see a life that was made for us, Through love, through creation because the oneness of the romance of life, Is here today to create a matter of love that will be anything you can even image.
Ive seen the darkest day`s, Ive seen Hopelessness, but Ive seen the brightest days, Ive seen great mercy, love, Kindness and love.
Ive seen a hate that one would not want to see, Ive seen what a evil man that is in death can do.
It`s something you would not want to see. But ive seen through spirit what man IS and BE through holy spirit.
As a kid, I faced Persecution. Controlled through man and a systematic Selfish death of control.
I know what it`s like to have no life, I know what it`s like to have fullness of life.
Because of all that Ive been through, I`m able to exprience the opisite.
There is in ways no reason for the greatness of experience but It`s simply the reason of Love from holy spirit.
My life has been like poem, A poem may start with darkness, It may start with some bright... but In the middle of it, Is greatness and glory.
I stepped through the shadows, I stepped through darkness , not because I am one with it because I am past it.
God Created life through love, He created a way of seeing through all that man has tried to create. He is the perfect life that we seek.
As a Kid, I had dreams, I had desires, hopes and life was flowing through me.
Darkness tried to stop what was in me, But The glory of spirit pushed through and now I am where i am today. Enjoying romance with holy spirit, enjoying the unlimited Life that comes through God and the union that is created through the life that was given to us.
We have questions, We have answers... We have moments in our life when we wonder why, or when?
Wait, Just wait for the moment to come when you know things change. That perfect time is coming for you, It`s coming now into your life. Because love is able to see all things, Love is able to create the things in our life that we never thought would happen.
We are able to see through love, things becoming one in life that we never thought was manageable or thought would happen.
I wake up, and I just say to me say "How could things get even better, life is so amazing, the gift that Holy spirit has given to us is Unmatched..." But still we try to match what love has given us, Still we try to hold onto what we try to match what was gifted to us.... and it will never match his love, it will never math the love that God has created you simply because he loves you.
you ask him "Well why would he do that" He has no reason, because he is all reason. He is all reason of creation, He is all reason of being and all purpose of life being.
These words I speak, they were not created or thought about hours at a time, I speak from flow because life in me has flowed that was, and is to be through spiritual life.
Even in death, God creates life. Even in sorrow God creates love and forgiveness. no matter what the situation God creates love and life where there is death.
Ive never felt more In-tune or in love with my Father in heaven then I have since the creation or the foundation of life.
Romance is special. To me it a way of flowing and abiding in who we truly are.
you know who you are , so why are you doubting? you doubt, you fear, you plead and you seek. But simple as it is, "oneness" is the way of life and in you, You know and you are complete with it.
You know not knowledge, You know not selfishness, Or Hate, or Sorrow... you know all that is life and life beginning. Because beyond life there is eternity.
In Eternity we can see that which is not seen. We see a life that was made for us, Through love, through creation because the oneness of the romance of life, Is here today to create a matter of love that will be anything you can even image.
Sunday, 9 August 2015
True romance
"To some Romance is Insanity, to others Romance is a way of life"
Man has limited Romance to a action, a relationship and a partnership. Romance is a state of being, A Movement of life.
It doesn't have to be about any kind of relationship but is actual Unity and Spiritual life.
The state of Religion has Partnered with Holy spirit, When holy spirit doesn't make Partnerships but only lives one as the Godhead being one; co-creation with humanity.
The state of life, Is no longer I that Live but Christ who lives in me. I am a man lost with words to the fullness of Romance and Life in the Godhead...
I live abandoned to carnality for it is no longer there, I live in A state of completion that man couldn't fix together.
This same completion is in all those that live in Spirit. That is not by action but identity. Living in spirit, love and romance is Identity and no longer Action.
Religion has made it about action, when spiritual life is now who I am. WHo you are, is spiritual life in the Godhead. Any other identity outside of this unity with the Godhead, Is false and Death.
but Life in the Godhead is everything we could ever dream or Imagine....
It`s a beautiful walk of life, that we are seated in the heavenly places far above all things that are death or decay..
Enjoy the bliss of true Romance... A romance that is never lacking, never limited or needing any kind of "need" of Human Condition..
But is full of all that is, all that was and all that is to come.
This is True Garden of eden, this is the true Secret place that we rest and it`s absolutely Beautiful.
It`s what we all want, All seek and all desire.
Ive tasted love, but this is just far greater then anything Ive ever experienced. Why would we want anything else but everything that this has given us.. Which all has been given, has been given.
We have everything but look`s as if we have but little.
Man has limited Romance to a action, a relationship and a partnership. Romance is a state of being, A Movement of life.
It doesn't have to be about any kind of relationship but is actual Unity and Spiritual life.
The state of Religion has Partnered with Holy spirit, When holy spirit doesn't make Partnerships but only lives one as the Godhead being one; co-creation with humanity.
The state of life, Is no longer I that Live but Christ who lives in me. I am a man lost with words to the fullness of Romance and Life in the Godhead...
I live abandoned to carnality for it is no longer there, I live in A state of completion that man couldn't fix together.
This same completion is in all those that live in Spirit. That is not by action but identity. Living in spirit, love and romance is Identity and no longer Action.
Religion has made it about action, when spiritual life is now who I am. WHo you are, is spiritual life in the Godhead. Any other identity outside of this unity with the Godhead, Is false and Death.
but Life in the Godhead is everything we could ever dream or Imagine....
It`s a beautiful walk of life, that we are seated in the heavenly places far above all things that are death or decay..
Enjoy the bliss of true Romance... A romance that is never lacking, never limited or needing any kind of "need" of Human Condition..
But is full of all that is, all that was and all that is to come.
This is True Garden of eden, this is the true Secret place that we rest and it`s absolutely Beautiful.
It`s what we all want, All seek and all desire.
Ive tasted love, but this is just far greater then anything Ive ever experienced. Why would we want anything else but everything that this has given us.. Which all has been given, has been given.
We have everything but look`s as if we have but little.
Friday, 7 August 2015
Co-Creation
Co-Creation. Seeing life through Spiritual Union.
In partnership a woman and a man are divided by a line of self and self-promotion. By Lust and Deceit we can see that through the eyes of Spiritual Life, a Partnership is a divided Kingdom.
In partnership we see Me and I, Where the word "we" is non Inclusive.
Co-Creation was Created in the Garden, Where the gift of Romance through unity of Woman and man as one together not divided by Spiritual Law or perspective but being one with holy spirit as they lived Among the earth.
The Gift of life was given to man, As Adam lived with Eve. He walked not alone, but Within there was life hidden inside of him. It was the gift of eternal Life that he was Granted the position of Spiritual Life and able to see the things of Spirit.
Adam ate the apple, revealing Self-righteousness Prostituting the romance of "Co-creation" that was created through life.
Religion was born this moment. Death and Lose was formed through the Partnership with man and sin.
Christ came, broke the Death of Partnership and Formed Union that was already hidden in the garden. The secret place of Spiritual Life.
Through this Spiritual Union, redemption was Created, Revealing through man the eternal Agape of God`s Love for all of mankind.
This romance is eternal, Never ending and Always Existent in the spirit.
Man Walks with God, being one with Christ, roaming the earth not divided like it was but "one". This is co-creatoion and koinonia...
In partnership a woman and a man are divided by a line of self and self-promotion. By Lust and Deceit we can see that through the eyes of Spiritual Life, a Partnership is a divided Kingdom.
In partnership we see Me and I, Where the word "we" is non Inclusive.
Co-Creation was Created in the Garden, Where the gift of Romance through unity of Woman and man as one together not divided by Spiritual Law or perspective but being one with holy spirit as they lived Among the earth.
The Gift of life was given to man, As Adam lived with Eve. He walked not alone, but Within there was life hidden inside of him. It was the gift of eternal Life that he was Granted the position of Spiritual Life and able to see the things of Spirit.
Adam ate the apple, revealing Self-righteousness Prostituting the romance of "Co-creation" that was created through life.
Religion was born this moment. Death and Lose was formed through the Partnership with man and sin.
Christ came, broke the Death of Partnership and Formed Union that was already hidden in the garden. The secret place of Spiritual Life.
Through this Spiritual Union, redemption was Created, Revealing through man the eternal Agape of God`s Love for all of mankind.
This romance is eternal, Never ending and Always Existent in the spirit.
Man Walks with God, being one with Christ, roaming the earth not divided like it was but "one". This is co-creatoion and koinonia...
Tuesday, 28 July 2015
Head Knowldge
Love is such a over used word in relationships. Do we really know what love means or is just something you say when you have feelings for someone.
There`s couple of times I could of Said I loved someone, but I don`t even know what that truly means in a relationship. I`m clueless to the Hollywood romance Shit you see in movies. Ive felt that, Ive seen that but just because you feel that Hollywood shit doesn't mean you actually love someone.
It`s so fake. You say you love them until Something bad happens. Well fuck, Guess it`s time to move on then and go get emotional with someone else.
Love is so much bigger then this. When will we truly see it for what it is. Love is not emotion. Love is something I can`t even Describe with my Words because it`s to weak to express in this limited English Language that we have.
The same Goes for Spiritual life. In Religion we can Express with head knowledge things that we can Understand in Concepts, Understanding with knowledge and thought.. This is the source of Religion. It becomes a Doctrine instead of life that is hidden within Holy spirit.
Now this is not always the factor but we can really see this being a big part of what we call "Christianity" today..
It`s just sad to see that. We see teaching, Doctrine and all sorts of other Knowledge based things to try to Understand the complexity Of Life and spirit. We act like we know it all, We think we can see but we truly are just blind.
Holy spirit is the one that gives life and will reveal to your eyes so that you can see. Once you can see, Life changes, You will never be the same again.
Everything becomes more meaningful, you take life in a whole new way. This is called the renewing of the mind like the Bible says. It`s a transformation that man can`t do but holy spirit does.
There`s couple of times I could of Said I loved someone, but I don`t even know what that truly means in a relationship. I`m clueless to the Hollywood romance Shit you see in movies. Ive felt that, Ive seen that but just because you feel that Hollywood shit doesn't mean you actually love someone.
It`s so fake. You say you love them until Something bad happens. Well fuck, Guess it`s time to move on then and go get emotional with someone else.
Love is so much bigger then this. When will we truly see it for what it is. Love is not emotion. Love is something I can`t even Describe with my Words because it`s to weak to express in this limited English Language that we have.
The same Goes for Spiritual life. In Religion we can Express with head knowledge things that we can Understand in Concepts, Understanding with knowledge and thought.. This is the source of Religion. It becomes a Doctrine instead of life that is hidden within Holy spirit.
Now this is not always the factor but we can really see this being a big part of what we call "Christianity" today..
It`s just sad to see that. We see teaching, Doctrine and all sorts of other Knowledge based things to try to Understand the complexity Of Life and spirit. We act like we know it all, We think we can see but we truly are just blind.
Holy spirit is the one that gives life and will reveal to your eyes so that you can see. Once you can see, Life changes, You will never be the same again.
Everything becomes more meaningful, you take life in a whole new way. This is called the renewing of the mind like the Bible says. It`s a transformation that man can`t do but holy spirit does.
Saturday, 18 July 2015
Romance
Romance with holy spirit is the best Romance you`ll ever have. Religion Prostitutes while Spirit brings Romance.
Thursday, 25 June 2015
Drunk but still I see truth?
I feel so lost at times. Why does it seem like I see a perspective on things that I try to ignore?
I just realize life is a Adventure, be mature, Be Responsible and enjoy the Journey. I don`t understand everything. I know what I want and everyday I`ll seek after it.
I`m make for bigger because I know that is what I want. holy spirit shows me Despite carnality; reveals Life of Perfection in me that is only in a man that is In Spiritual life, That can See Spiritual life through the eyes of Spirit..
I am a man that Wants Love, God, Creator (what ever you call it we all know God is life). Ive seeked This "God" that I love, I seek My Father who loves me in Heaven. I miss him, I yearn for his love, I want him more then anything. It hard to think I am here even though I seem that I am here on earth without him. but It is not true, Where he is, You are, and where you are he is. You are one, Love is one with you and you will enjoy it as you let yourself be who you are in Spirit, Truth, Love and Glory.
I just realize life is a Adventure, be mature, Be Responsible and enjoy the Journey. I don`t understand everything. I know what I want and everyday I`ll seek after it.
I`m make for bigger because I know that is what I want. holy spirit shows me Despite carnality; reveals Life of Perfection in me that is only in a man that is In Spiritual life, That can See Spiritual life through the eyes of Spirit..
I am a man that Wants Love, God, Creator (what ever you call it we all know God is life). Ive seeked This "God" that I love, I seek My Father who loves me in Heaven. I miss him, I yearn for his love, I want him more then anything. It hard to think I am here even though I seem that I am here on earth without him. but It is not true, Where he is, You are, and where you are he is. You are one, Love is one with you and you will enjoy it as you let yourself be who you are in Spirit, Truth, Love and Glory.
Monday, 22 June 2015
For what?
I have drunken 4 beers in the last while. I am drunk per say because of what?
A Heart of a orphan heart. I want more, I want Riches, I want Significances per say but I realize there is so much more. what do I say? I see life; even in my own weakness I see life Within.
I see a life Without flaw, I see a life Filled with Glory, Satisfaction despite carnal Things because in Spirt life there is only Perfection. This is a perfection that is full in Spirit. it`s the spirit of God full in a man. It`s a man Fulled with the Glory and He may not even know it. He has no knowledge of but is filled with the royalty of Christ.
I am lost as a carnal man, But I am Fully found as I am fully Spirit, fully life and fully renewed as I am no longer carnal, no longer do I see death for all I see is spirit (perfection and union in holy spirit).
I no longer see death, Sin or Decay for I no longer am that. Since my adoption in Christ on Calvary i have been given the answer to life which is spirit and life (Christ who lives).
I write this as a man that is hurt, Drunk in the eyes of man but fully complete in union with the one who made me. My Flaws don`t define me as Spirit life defines my nature. My nature is defined with who has made me (Christ within me) these words blind to the blind but life to the Seeing.
I see the flow of life, I met this Business partner or w/e you want to call it. I see union and Full understanding that is far from a partnership but in spirit actually union. I enjoy it, I embrace it, It`s the best thing Ive ever seen.. Union in Spirit is something Ive always wanted, Something Ive always seeked but never seemed to grasp with my own Knowledge.
It`s something that I can`t grasp with knowledge but It`s like marriage, There is a flow of Life that Can`t be seen with eyes, Understood by Man but fully known By those that See Spiritual life.
It`s beautiful :). Ill sleep tonight maybe Like I never have, revealed in me the rest that Is abided in Spirit life. a Constant flow of Freedom, A constant flow of Konina that is Eternal life :D.
I meet so many people everyday, IT`s incredible. I just think about it and realize the truth behind it. I see Community, a revealing of Spirit life to those that are blind. I will enjoy this for the rest of my life because it a contast love romance of Holy spirit. everything Great in my life is Conneected to the very reason that he loves me for Who I am. I don`t have to Try, Do or struggle to be anything to satisfy Christ because In him he is satisfied. I am free to be myself and nothing can change that.
A Heart of a orphan heart. I want more, I want Riches, I want Significances per say but I realize there is so much more. what do I say? I see life; even in my own weakness I see life Within.
I see a life Without flaw, I see a life Filled with Glory, Satisfaction despite carnal Things because in Spirt life there is only Perfection. This is a perfection that is full in Spirit. it`s the spirit of God full in a man. It`s a man Fulled with the Glory and He may not even know it. He has no knowledge of but is filled with the royalty of Christ.
I am lost as a carnal man, But I am Fully found as I am fully Spirit, fully life and fully renewed as I am no longer carnal, no longer do I see death for all I see is spirit (perfection and union in holy spirit).
I no longer see death, Sin or Decay for I no longer am that. Since my adoption in Christ on Calvary i have been given the answer to life which is spirit and life (Christ who lives).
I write this as a man that is hurt, Drunk in the eyes of man but fully complete in union with the one who made me. My Flaws don`t define me as Spirit life defines my nature. My nature is defined with who has made me (Christ within me) these words blind to the blind but life to the Seeing.
I see the flow of life, I met this Business partner or w/e you want to call it. I see union and Full understanding that is far from a partnership but in spirit actually union. I enjoy it, I embrace it, It`s the best thing Ive ever seen.. Union in Spirit is something Ive always wanted, Something Ive always seeked but never seemed to grasp with my own Knowledge.
It`s something that I can`t grasp with knowledge but It`s like marriage, There is a flow of Life that Can`t be seen with eyes, Understood by Man but fully known By those that See Spiritual life.
It`s beautiful :). Ill sleep tonight maybe Like I never have, revealed in me the rest that Is abided in Spirit life. a Constant flow of Freedom, A constant flow of Konina that is Eternal life :D.
I meet so many people everyday, IT`s incredible. I just think about it and realize the truth behind it. I see Community, a revealing of Spirit life to those that are blind. I will enjoy this for the rest of my life because it a contast love romance of Holy spirit. everything Great in my life is Conneected to the very reason that he loves me for Who I am. I don`t have to Try, Do or struggle to be anything to satisfy Christ because In him he is satisfied. I am free to be myself and nothing can change that.
Wednesday, 17 June 2015
Grace of God through Koinonia Culture
"Grace
of God through different eyes - A grace that offends everything we have
stood for.
Let’s go right to the heart of the matter. Grace leads me to Christ it
is not keeping me there.
Below we build on that statement. But to throw a hand grenade right at
the start I will say this. If we continue living for Jesus via grace we
have never seen God. Grace leads us to Christ and when we least deserved
anything He found us and loved us. Now many Christians today have a
warped understanding of grace bought to them via a focus of sin and
failure. They cannot or refuse to grasp the fact a Holy Sspirit filled
person according to Romans no longer has the existence of sin in their
lives. The apostle Paul said “it is no longer I that lives but Christ
that lives in me” If we live by grace we live form the knowledge of sin
and reveal we have never seen a Holy Spirit lifestyle of koinonia
revealed and spoken about after Acts in the bible. Grace covers sin and
if sin no longer exists why is grace needed.
Yes I know the religious flags and automated responses. This email will
no doubt inflame some and excite others. Which are you?
Culture is a crazy thing. Being Australian living in the USA let me give
you an example. In Australia after having guests at our house for
dinner we always walk them to their car. To open the front door of the
house and say good bye and close the door is the height of rudeness and
unacceptable. Funny thing is in the USA they open the door and say
goodbye then close the door. If you follow them to the car they look at
you strangely like something is wrong. To them you are stalking them or
something after all you said goodbye at the door. Truly culture is a
weird thing and can get us into a lot of trouble.
So you have to give some thought to the culture of heaven. One great
example of such is grace. The more I live a spiritual life I realize the
kingdom of God culture is opposite to what my brain creates. There is
no better example than the presence of God, miracles and wow moments.
Inside religious life called church we sing a song and the presence of
God is felt in a great way. So we sing it again and to add we jazz it up
or have dim lights or flashing lights or mood effects. Of course we
seem to get an even better experience of the presence of God doing that
so now we do more of it and ultimately if honest we stop and realize,
with all this God chasing why do I struggle to overcome the world? This
is mans religious culture, we see it in life with almost everything we
do in religious circles. We give money and see a blessing so we give
more money. The actions we do or don’t do inside religious life, man
uses to validate his standing before God. You know I stopped sinning in
an area and Gods presence was felt so I will work to stop sinning in
other areas. So I can get more of God.
Let’s look at this via a different grace perspective. We have a romantic
God wooing us constantly to Himself. God touches us with His presence
and it is for the reason He is wooing us out, NOT FURTHER INTO actions
religious and other. We take this wooing as validation of the actions
and do more of them thinking they please God. So with sin, we stopped
and felt heaven smile on us so we work to stop other sins and become
frustrated we win 9 out of 10 times. Failing to see it’s not what we do
that pleases God it’s who we are. We live a romance less life and can’t
see it. Our culture stops us as in mans culture romance often is about
acts like sex not true romantic intimacy and any who have experienced
true romance know it is just as wonderful as sexual union. Sex is not
romance it is the union of romantic hearts. In Gods culture romance is
about revealing His love culture in on and around us. He is not is a
hurry nor interested in validating anything.
So we do well to stop and allow His wooing to overwhelm us. Instead of
using a God moment to make us replicate the action and do more of it
maybe we can see He is saying stop turn around and respond to who I am.
But we say the more I do it the more I sense God or see him and this is
where grace is revealed. Grace is not a validation of who we are what we
do or any part of life. Grace is a romantic God invalidating our
religious acts of worship. Our songs don’t validate God in or around us.
The more we see manifestation of God we take it as approval and do more
of the action. More church, more mood lights, more skillful musicians
and God would say it like this. “Where there is lots of sin grace
abounds.”
Our acts of worship to sense or please God are nothing more than
carnality. They stink to God but in His grace he touches us. That is not
to have us do more church actions it is inviting us to stop our songs
and our sermons and our concerts and BE romantic. Problem is when we
have never experienced true romance we think it is about sex and can’t
grasp intimacy. We want the pleasure from God thinking we are pleasing
him with our bodies and in reality God is repulsed and giving us more
grace inviting us to cease striving and know that I am God as the bible
says.
We use grace to drive us further into being a “God chaser” doing more to
please Him of the acts that bought the presence. The presence and
manifestations we became aware of are only romantic wooing to stop what
we are doing and BE spirit. The more we do, the more grace is needed and
we mistaken the grace again as validation that God likes our worship
acts. God is saying I am invalidating your acts with my romantic grace.
So culture is evident. Mans is doing his best with a desire to get God
but God is just wooing and saying stop it and “be still and know that I
am God”.
If I am sensing the presence of God then all it suggests is I am carnal.
As after Pentecost I am complete, the presence of God does not come
anymore to a Pentecost koinonia saint. The presence is revealed in
identity of who a Pentecost koinonia saint now is in Christ. We are
producing and feeding a harlot church system in our lives devoid of true
romance. We are scared of romance as how do you respond and tats just
it. Any who have had romance truly know you cannot respond you have to
BE.
So grace is not a teaching nor is it God not seeing our sin. To suggest
such only reveals I have no idea about Pentecost I have become
religious. As far as our acts of worship. We see grace helping us to
stay in those acts or a life of worship. In Gods eyes grace invalidates
us and our actions. Any wonder we work so hard for the unattainable. We
strive against the very thing we chase intimacy with God.
Answer #1
I find it intriguing that the perspective you "spewed" as being vile
religious grace can too be accepted as just that with a religious
mindset too! many 'denominations' would spurn that grace message. The
rejection of that 'false doctrine' comes from the same spirit that spews
it. There truly is only a small intersection (if at all) that modern
day Christianity has with Spirit.
As the westernized culture drifts toward humanism so does the religious
culture. It is like the Amish ( I lived with for a time on the community
)who separated themselves in the late 1400's from modern technology to
remain pure. They still pride themselves that they are separate from the
world but they would be considered techno genius by the 1500 standards
and continue to embrace technology, just at a slower pace than the world
system.
What is our conviction based on? If it is Spirit it will never change,
only be revealed yet if there is any hint of carnality it will always
progress and leave waves of issues in it's wake that are utilized to
validate those in the same flow. If conviction is based on knowledge or
understanding, can there truly be an abiding peace in our lives?
Answer #2
Yes good with that Scott. I think my Sspirit yearns for balance - the
Lion and the Lamb - and so in the Spirit it is so with grace. So
religious folks teach grace as the opposite of legalism but it is not.
In fact legalism taught as grace below (just substituting the words) is
equally wrong. I have always believed and still do that Kingdom Culture
is something that is above all earthly culture and is very different and
is characterised by
(1) In the Spirit We recognise it, in spite of our often embedded
earthly culture - I have some great stories of 'earthly offence in this
area
(2) In the Spirit such culture becomes our norm and we celebrate it
(3) In the Spirit, Heaven also joins in and multiplies it
(4) It stems from our correct identity where Kingdom Identity and
Kingdom Culture are joined at the spiritual hip so to speak (with my
Spirit mouth)
Within carnal preaching, Liberalism is the opposite of legalism -
liberalism teaches we can do anything because we are predestined and sin
is hence not relevant - but why then do we still look when we cross the
road and legalism binds everything in laws and procedures.
In the Spirit, neither concept exists, as We just are to be and neither
concept affects our Spirit - only our mind and was probably made up by
theologians after their Doctorate!!!!"
Purpose of Life
The Purpose of Life is to be Romanced by God. Being in Union and fellowship with Him.
Just walking, Being and living like it was in Eden, Completely Perfect in union romance with God.
I see every great thing in my life God Revealing ever more How much he loves me, How happy he is to be in union through Christ with me. The God that Created the heavens & the Earth, Who is in control of the earth, The solar System and everything around it.
He is the most Kindest, Gentle, funny, Real, Joyful, happy and Loving Person I have ever met. Every Great quality we see in others is The Nature of Christ and His spirit. Where do we think all those great Quality`s and Personalities came from? It`s Christ and the Godhead that is the very Nature of Our Being..
We are not Subject to Carnal life, but are Subject to the new Nature of Christ given to us through the Cross and death of Christ. He Rose again, Paid the price for our Sin and gave us freedom. It`s a blissful Experience, It`s joyful and so Incredible.
It`s like having the best Relationship you could possibly Image. It`s better then any dream we could Think of or any Thought that we could Come up with.
I just walked outside, Walking in bare foot on the earth, looking at the sky, Seeing beauty, This amazing Creation, seeing the mountains and just Realize this was made as a gift to all of us, To enjoy and be in union with him, through koinonia . It`s amazing, It`s the kind of Thing that everyone could ever wish for or hope for. It`s the kind of fantasy we wish to be true but is far better.
There is no Religion, There is no Church meeting hassling you to strive to do this and that... There is just you and God fellow-shipping like Son and Father.
this is fantasy but true, This is life, this is the Purpose of Why we are here. To be in bliss with Our King.
Enjoy it, As he enjoys it far more then anyone.
Just walking, Being and living like it was in Eden, Completely Perfect in union romance with God.
I see every great thing in my life God Revealing ever more How much he loves me, How happy he is to be in union through Christ with me. The God that Created the heavens & the Earth, Who is in control of the earth, The solar System and everything around it.
He is the most Kindest, Gentle, funny, Real, Joyful, happy and Loving Person I have ever met. Every Great quality we see in others is The Nature of Christ and His spirit. Where do we think all those great Quality`s and Personalities came from? It`s Christ and the Godhead that is the very Nature of Our Being..
We are not Subject to Carnal life, but are Subject to the new Nature of Christ given to us through the Cross and death of Christ. He Rose again, Paid the price for our Sin and gave us freedom. It`s a blissful Experience, It`s joyful and so Incredible.
It`s like having the best Relationship you could possibly Image. It`s better then any dream we could Think of or any Thought that we could Come up with.
I just walked outside, Walking in bare foot on the earth, looking at the sky, Seeing beauty, This amazing Creation, seeing the mountains and just Realize this was made as a gift to all of us, To enjoy and be in union with him, through koinonia . It`s amazing, It`s the kind of Thing that everyone could ever wish for or hope for. It`s the kind of fantasy we wish to be true but is far better.
There is no Religion, There is no Church meeting hassling you to strive to do this and that... There is just you and God fellow-shipping like Son and Father.
this is fantasy but true, This is life, this is the Purpose of Why we are here. To be in bliss with Our King.
Enjoy it, As he enjoys it far more then anyone.
Sunday, 10 May 2015
koinonia Lifestyle
"So I had this on my mind as I woke up this morning.
Sin
is not an action it is a lifestyle, a journey. Just like carnal
believers they see actions not the journey. So too a carnal believer can
see sin and in seeing sin all they acknowledge is they are on a carnal
journey of sin. Truly if they see sin they have not seen God. That may
be offensive but so be it, any who need calming down are sold into a
lifestyle of self and sin and there is no point arguing to make their
carnal journey feel better. If you see sin you are in a lifestyle of sin
and even if you have surrendered your life to Christ in seeing sin you
admit you have made a partnership with God and God makes no partnership.
To
this type of person manifestations validate their identity and worth to
God in their eyes. They have manifestations and lots of them but fail
to see manifestations in-validate us not validate. A manifestation
scream at us “we have no identity” whereas koinonia co-joined life says I
am the manifestation and it is called co-joined life, A MARRIAGE IN
WHICH I ABIDE. If you see manifestation it is invalidating our carnal
identity, so when in religion we see miracles all we are doing is
admitting we are needing invalidating. We are admitting we are carnal
and living a sinful default. Those manifestations are a romantic God
inviting us to surrender our carnality but inside religion we do more of
the same. As we have an orphan heart a heart that can see sin and
tries hard not overcome it.
The
thing about sin when you examine its nature is that one sin leads to
another. There is no such thing as isolate sin, we can say we sinned but
in reality in saying “we sin”, we reveal I am a sinner sold under
slavery, sold into sin as my birthright.
When
the religious notice sin all they are doing is admitting they are
married to it and living carnal. THEY HAVE never seen God. Oh sure they
have had a manifestation of God and have even partnered with God. But to
be sure if you can say you have sin all you are saying is you are in
partnership with God and God does not have partnerships.
So
the religious howl about their imperfection and how they struggle to be
holy and righteous. Sanctification to the religious is an action not a
lifestyle. Their actions are something they put in great focus. Why they
even say things like, we are a living epistle and need to live as such.
The koinonia says when I sin, no matter it is not my lifestyle. In-fact
my lifestyle is being conjoined with Christ it is no longer I that
lives but Christ who lives in and through me. The life I live is no
longer me. Wretched man that I am I still do the things that I don’t
want to do because I live in a carnal world sold into sin and my carnal
man still is part of me.
A
co-joined married to Christ person does not try to be a living epistle
by actions or even identifying they are not. In identifying they are
trying to be a living epistle all they are saying is I am carnal sold
into a sin lifestyle. If I see carnal life then truly I am living carnal
life as my default. Sure I will have times carnality raises up and then
I say. Wretched man that I am I do the thing I don’t want to do. Thanks
be to God it’s not longer I that lives but Christ that lives in me.
24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? 25
Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature[d]a slave to the law of sin.
Thursday, 7 May 2015
Awnser
Ive sought to find the decision I feel like I have been given to make.
This amazing Decision I get to make. God trusts me with this person I love. I get to decide weather I want to move forward to make a great future together with this person. I questioned If I really loved this person. I wondered what were my Motives, I wondered the condition of my Heart. I asked If me being in this person Life was the best for them. Now that I have found the answer; It is up to the other person within their Decision. I know with whatever Happens their will come great purposes for it all.
I`m seeing myself being freed from a Orphan Heart. A heart that once was afraid to be alone, Once was scared to love, Be open or to be vulnerable.
As I grow, As I just see truth, Free to be who I am and See life in Holy spirit. I just realize the more wooing of God`s love towards me, I am able to find inside my Heart truth and love. Ive been given the answer to move forward towards the future with this person. Ive finally came to the conclusion this person Is the only Girl Ive ever loved. I did not know that for a while actually. But It was first a great revealing within me but also In myself I felt scared because It`s the first time Ive ever felt like that.This was not just a emotional feeling, even though Their is that but It was something in me that Knew in a way that I can`t explain with Words. I don`t know how quiet to explain it, But It`s a understanding In Spirit that far Extends Emotions, feelings and Knowledge. I finally understand what it means to make Sacrifice`s for a person you love.
I honestly See The gift this person is in my life. It`s one of the best Gifts God has ever given me and Sometimes feels like the "best" even though I know their is a few things like Christ dieing for me that are of the most delightful Presents. I think That is more a Spirit understanding. Meaning It being the best gift given, I think the gift of Love, Gift of life and any Gift from Holy spirit is all Fit into God`s Heart. So Every Gift given From Above is all fit into the gift that God has given us. This gift that is given to us Is eternal Life, this eternal Flow of life is Everything That God has given us weather that be on the cross, Christ and all the rest of the things you desire and love.
Their is so much That I know I`m going to learn about her. I realized That things were not going to be perfect, once I accepted her for who she Is, realizing that I`m not there to change her or try to make her "better" or w/e. I found a love that is really amazing, Like a love that is unshakable and unmovable. I found why I "tried" to seek the truth of My heart for this person, I found in myself The love of God. When I tried to find If I really loved this person, I found the Father`s love for me.
It was in my Own "Seeking" my Love for this person That God himself Wooed my heart in Romance. He showed me His love in a way that I`m starting to be revealed in such a big way that is outside a box, Outside of Carnal understanding.
Within Myself the hurt Ive Experienced, I realize my Need for God. I realize the utmost wanting,Desire and compelling in God`s love and heart. I feel as though I have lost most of everything but I have found everything. "Lose your life so you may find your life". It feels as though I am just finding my Life and Finding who I am in Christ. Some days It is a sad, loneliness because I`m grieving as if I`m losing what Ive tried to keep hold of my entire life.
As I see this, I am seeing the comfort of Holy spirit breathing life into my life and Revealing Spiritual Understanding and Truth that doesn't come from Knowledge.
This love is bigger then understanding and knowledge.
This amazing Decision I get to make. God trusts me with this person I love. I get to decide weather I want to move forward to make a great future together with this person. I questioned If I really loved this person. I wondered what were my Motives, I wondered the condition of my Heart. I asked If me being in this person Life was the best for them. Now that I have found the answer; It is up to the other person within their Decision. I know with whatever Happens their will come great purposes for it all.
I`m seeing myself being freed from a Orphan Heart. A heart that once was afraid to be alone, Once was scared to love, Be open or to be vulnerable.
As I grow, As I just see truth, Free to be who I am and See life in Holy spirit. I just realize the more wooing of God`s love towards me, I am able to find inside my Heart truth and love. Ive been given the answer to move forward towards the future with this person. Ive finally came to the conclusion this person Is the only Girl Ive ever loved. I did not know that for a while actually. But It was first a great revealing within me but also In myself I felt scared because It`s the first time Ive ever felt like that.This was not just a emotional feeling, even though Their is that but It was something in me that Knew in a way that I can`t explain with Words. I don`t know how quiet to explain it, But It`s a understanding In Spirit that far Extends Emotions, feelings and Knowledge. I finally understand what it means to make Sacrifice`s for a person you love.
I honestly See The gift this person is in my life. It`s one of the best Gifts God has ever given me and Sometimes feels like the "best" even though I know their is a few things like Christ dieing for me that are of the most delightful Presents. I think That is more a Spirit understanding. Meaning It being the best gift given, I think the gift of Love, Gift of life and any Gift from Holy spirit is all Fit into God`s Heart. So Every Gift given From Above is all fit into the gift that God has given us. This gift that is given to us Is eternal Life, this eternal Flow of life is Everything That God has given us weather that be on the cross, Christ and all the rest of the things you desire and love.
Their is so much That I know I`m going to learn about her. I realized That things were not going to be perfect, once I accepted her for who she Is, realizing that I`m not there to change her or try to make her "better" or w/e. I found a love that is really amazing, Like a love that is unshakable and unmovable. I found why I "tried" to seek the truth of My heart for this person, I found in myself The love of God. When I tried to find If I really loved this person, I found the Father`s love for me.
It was in my Own "Seeking" my Love for this person That God himself Wooed my heart in Romance. He showed me His love in a way that I`m starting to be revealed in such a big way that is outside a box, Outside of Carnal understanding.
Within Myself the hurt Ive Experienced, I realize my Need for God. I realize the utmost wanting,Desire and compelling in God`s love and heart. I feel as though I have lost most of everything but I have found everything. "Lose your life so you may find your life". It feels as though I am just finding my Life and Finding who I am in Christ. Some days It is a sad, loneliness because I`m grieving as if I`m losing what Ive tried to keep hold of my entire life.
As I see this, I am seeing the comfort of Holy spirit breathing life into my life and Revealing Spiritual Understanding and Truth that doesn't come from Knowledge.
This love is bigger then understanding and knowledge.
Monday, 4 May 2015
Seeing Heaven
ive had near death experiences before. First off, There is a lot more peace then some people may think. Your basically in your spiritual body. One of the times I had a NDE God showed me Heaven. I was just a little kid and was very sad because I wanted to be with him, I wanted to go home but He told me It was not time. I honestly Still feel sad because the NDE I had was a painful one and I realized How amazing Heaven is, I wanted to go so badly but Knew If I did not stay I would miss a lot that He wanted.
I felt completely Free, totally free. I was upset to have to stay. But God promised me somethings, that I know he will keep.
I realize now, There is purpose to be here. There`s a great reason to be here. As much as I want to be in heaven (even though heaven is flowing through me), There is so much here that is waiting for us. So much that Will come to pass through our life. It is soo worth it.
I felt completely Free, totally free. I was upset to have to stay. But God promised me somethings, that I know he will keep.
I realize now, There is purpose to be here. There`s a great reason to be here. As much as I want to be in heaven (even though heaven is flowing through me), There is so much here that is waiting for us. So much that Will come to pass through our life. It is soo worth it.
Sunday, 3 May 2015
Love
if you love anyone, if you truly see how amazing that feeling is to love someone. Then you just see, The reason that love is there is to reveal How much God loves you. Ive seen times where (actually once) where I was in love with another girl. I realized my Love for her Is revealing how Much God loves me and When I ever see any love from others It`s Showing Romance with God and revealing The Spirit of God in that situation. As I`m just living and seeing romance all over my life, Like everywhere I turn, everyday I walk, Every corner I go to I see God`s love for me and I`m just always going to see it because I`m in him and It`s never going to leave me.
This love is something Ive completely Drawn to. Ive been drawn to this love from God ever since I can remember. I am so Intensely in love with him, I love nothing else. All I can think about is him, All of my passions, desires and love experiences come from him and His throne.
Just talking with The Father, Just being alone with him, Watching the sunset and the sky at night it really feels like Your the only one in the world that he loves. He makes you feel the most special person in the whole entire world.
The more I walk, the more I see just how He takes every single moment of my life to show me just how much he loves. He will make it the most simplest Jester of love to me. It could be the most simplest thing and It`s all because He accepts me for who I am.
I am so drawn by this love, I am so fascinated with his love, I am completely Consumed by His Presence. I could go and be With God the Father in Heaven right now. I`m just so overwhelmed by His goodness. This is a love That I can`t Understand, it`s a love that Completely Washes away pain and sorrow. It`s a love that frees us.
This love is honestly Much bigger then I could ever Imagine.
This love is something Ive completely Drawn to. Ive been drawn to this love from God ever since I can remember. I am so Intensely in love with him, I love nothing else. All I can think about is him, All of my passions, desires and love experiences come from him and His throne.
Just talking with The Father, Just being alone with him, Watching the sunset and the sky at night it really feels like Your the only one in the world that he loves. He makes you feel the most special person in the whole entire world.
The more I walk, the more I see just how He takes every single moment of my life to show me just how much he loves. He will make it the most simplest Jester of love to me. It could be the most simplest thing and It`s all because He accepts me for who I am.
I am so drawn by this love, I am so fascinated with his love, I am completely Consumed by His Presence. I could go and be With God the Father in Heaven right now. I`m just so overwhelmed by His goodness. This is a love That I can`t Understand, it`s a love that Completely Washes away pain and sorrow. It`s a love that frees us.
This love is honestly Much bigger then I could ever Imagine.
Tuesday, 28 April 2015
Be who you are, Be free
I could really not much care if someone doesn't like me. I`m be myself and nothing can stop that. I`m be who I was created to be.
I know that if I tried to be a good person, I would just reveal Self-righteousness, pride and Arrogance.
People`s beliefs, Ideas and thoughts that are not one with Love, they wont move me, Wont shape me and Won`t make me anything less then who We are.
If you are worried about what other`s think. Let go of that fear of acceptance, Because In Life Inside of you there is nothing apart of Acceptance.
I hope I offend many people. I`m done with trying to be a good christian image and all that. The only way we are gonna find life is giving up our life in Christ (It`s only through Spirit life and holy spirit), It`s Identity not works as religion says. My life is not my own, that is why my character is no longer my own. The only way I will have any matter of love (agape) is because of holy spirit. In my Own self I will be mean, Prideful, and arrogant. But Grace has given me the fullness to "be" fully righteous, Fully love and fully Spirit which is now identity. I no longer have to try to be "good" or try to Do "good" as my very nature has been changed.
People think they can try to be a good person. That is useless, prideful and religious. If you think you can be a good person you are holding onto your own life, thinking you can do this on your own, It is pride.
So long to trying to be a good person... :Ive lost who I am and fully found myself in complete love, Unity and peace. I`m totally free.
This gives us total freedom from Motives and expectations. In spirit I am just love and that will flow from my Inner most being.
Ive completely Lost my life and Found it in a complete Amazing way that can`t be understood by the natural mind.
I know that if I tried to be a good person, I would just reveal Self-righteousness, pride and Arrogance.
People`s beliefs, Ideas and thoughts that are not one with Love, they wont move me, Wont shape me and Won`t make me anything less then who We are.
If you are worried about what other`s think. Let go of that fear of acceptance, Because In Life Inside of you there is nothing apart of Acceptance.
I hope I offend many people. I`m done with trying to be a good christian image and all that. The only way we are gonna find life is giving up our life in Christ (It`s only through Spirit life and holy spirit), It`s Identity not works as religion says. My life is not my own, that is why my character is no longer my own. The only way I will have any matter of love (agape) is because of holy spirit. In my Own self I will be mean, Prideful, and arrogant. But Grace has given me the fullness to "be" fully righteous, Fully love and fully Spirit which is now identity. I no longer have to try to be "good" or try to Do "good" as my very nature has been changed.
People think they can try to be a good person. That is useless, prideful and religious. If you think you can be a good person you are holding onto your own life, thinking you can do this on your own, It is pride.
So long to trying to be a good person... :Ive lost who I am and fully found myself in complete love, Unity and peace. I`m totally free.
This gives us total freedom from Motives and expectations. In spirit I am just love and that will flow from my Inner most being.
Ive completely Lost my life and Found it in a complete Amazing way that can`t be understood by the natural mind.
Friday, 24 April 2015
Romance
Romance 1
"We have written so much and talk almost daily with people about God romance. One of the things that comes through so clearly is that many have never experienced true romance.Romance can not be taught or understood. If we understand romance then we have never had it. If we demand romance from anyone then we have no idea what romance is. If we crave romance we have missed it. Romance just flows when we allow life itself to ignite us in undiscovered love. If romance needs anything sexual to survive then it is not romance.
We can never understand romance. It is a movement of God through His Holy Spirit to bring people together as an example of what He is to us and what church should be. It is in true romance one can never say his or her needs are not being met as there is no psychopathic tinge in romance. It is completely about the other person and at the same time is completely about me. Not as a conscious act but rather as a flow of love from within.
Romance gives no heed to consequences,time, location or action. Inside romance we feel invincible and truly the love found inside romance is invincible. If I see me in the relationship I do not have romance I have infatuation. Infatuation is a greedy self motivated lust of desire that will always gravitate to the sexual as any lust based relationship will. Romance blossoms its best without sexual areas being involved. Sexual action never enhances or brings romance. If sex is introduced at the wrong time it degenerates romance that may exist and eliminates the source of true romance. Notice I said at the wrong time. Romance draws together and marriage is designed to be the height of romance. Marriage, the bible says, causes the two to become one flesh. As marriage unifies as one, sexual union brings together to seal that union of intimacy. If romance is not allowed to mature into marriage then problems will ALWAYS occur. If sex is used in an attempt to bring union, it ultimately tears apart. Sex outside of true romance is always about self gratification at someone else s expense (and often works 2 ways). Is it any wonder sex is such a powerful tool of control and manipulation. In the wrong context it will bring guilt, fear, shame and self consciousness; everything that is the opposite to romance.
Sex out of a romantic marriage union rapes an individual of romance and romantic abilities while providing a temporary (yet counterfeit) feeling of romance.
Romance can be easily allowed to turn into a labor of love; busy working for each other missing the fact romance needs to stay fertile. Life is so busy these days it seems almost acceptable to buy a card or flowers for a loved one, send a text message, post a facebook comment etc. These actions are not bad in and of themselves but severely handicap romance and provide a counterfeit feeling that replaces true romance. We get used to the counterfeit and will believe it is the real thing. However, many people (especially women) feel a deep down void of being unfulfilled. This void, always containing a lack of romance, is attempted to be filled by our actions and on a large scale with religion, another counterfeit.
This same labor of love we are touching on, is the same as our romantic relationship with God.As the bible talks about Jesus returning it says He is returning for His bride. That bride is not made up of denominations who have been separated from each other and God through knowledge (that causes division). That bride is united in a romantic movement (not religiosity). One day He will look and say I can’t bear to be away from this complete bride, come and be with Me. Jesus will not return for the motive to condemn and destroy. He came the bible says that we may have life abundantly. Nothing better than romance to feel alive.
Romance is still alive it just waits for us to enter. We don’t feel worthy we feel inadequate and have no idea what to do or how to respond.There is no correct way to respond to romance. To try and be romantic kills romance. Men who have no idea of true romance bring people in to churches every Sunday and give people knowledge of love and devoid of romance. In the book of Acts the "God romance" caused people to meet daily in each others homes. But can we teach romance? ABSOLUTLY NOT! If I teach romance all I have is Hollywood replacing romance with infatuation and lust. Romance begins by responding to the romantic wooing of God Himself towards you. Yes those wooing are there we just fail to see them as such. Yes true Holy Spirit inspired church is me being me. As I live romance sin drops from my life, struggles with this world disappear and LOVE is romantic, no longer a labor. Just be you and let Jesus love you by being with Him in thought deed and presence. Let God romance blossom around your life and watch life become true life.
God constantly is wooing us and we are oblivious to it. In church we turn the manifestations that are "wooings" into lust and infatuation to market God and miss the romance of the wooing. In life we all get gifts and the bible says every good gift comes down from above. Gifts in our life are God wooing us and how foolish we are when we turn these gifts into self righteous greed. Romance begins with God and is fulfilled in Him. Is it any wonder the attacks on marriage and relationships are so rampant. The world motivated by demonic culture wants to steal intimacy because inside intimacy is security and peace. The peace of God!
No matter what mistakes we have made, no matter if we have never had romance. I can assure you right now God has romanced you and when you respond to Him romantic natural life will follow. God is crazy about you just the way you are! Problem is we don’t see how that can ever be. Just relax talk to Jesus and let life BE! Quit trying, quit thinking that something you say or do can alter the passionate love that God has for you. As we learn to be still, our works cease, strife and stress ends, there is no longer an infatuation with being told or taught and knowledge is seen for what it is.
If this is allowed to bloom, romance springs alive, revealing the perfection that we are within, Christ in us the hope of glory."
Monday, 20 April 2015
Pride of Flesh?
In Religion one thinks they have to Crucify some Flesh or Temptation. When In Spirit life I am Complete Unity in Spirit, my Desire and Purity is in Him Alone, and anything outside of that Does not fit our Spirit Category. My Old nature has been Crucifed with Christ for I no longer live but Christ lives.
Religious people try to run away from there Hidden Self-righteous Immoral Carnal Desires that are hidden within them because they live from Carnal life and not In Spirit. I am so free from "trying" not to go into temptation because All my Desires are fulfilled in Spirit. I don`t have to go outside of Truth, Freedom and Spirit Because I am fully Satisfied in That Of Pure life.
Why would we go to something that is worse off in Carnal life when we have completeness in unity? WE no longer have to be afraid of sinning, Being lead astray, Believing wrong knowledge or lies & Religious Doctrine. That`s so out of the equation, As I am full life, Fully love and nothing of carnal Life Is in that.
You clearly see a person that is being tempted and "trying" to not fall into it`s trap is depending on there Carnal Self and are not married to Holy spirit. A Spirit being, a Christ anointed one is married and one with holy spirit, they depend on Holy spirit and Won`t be worried of "doing" wrong or sinning because If you see sin you are in the Law, if you see life you are life. The religious may Not "do" the sin but the sin is still in there heart and they are apart from grace and in the Law. How can they fellowship with Grace when they are in Death?
Religious people try to run away from there Hidden Self-righteous Immoral Carnal Desires that are hidden within them because they live from Carnal life and not In Spirit. I am so free from "trying" not to go into temptation because All my Desires are fulfilled in Spirit. I don`t have to go outside of Truth, Freedom and Spirit Because I am fully Satisfied in That Of Pure life.
Why would we go to something that is worse off in Carnal life when we have completeness in unity? WE no longer have to be afraid of sinning, Being lead astray, Believing wrong knowledge or lies & Religious Doctrine. That`s so out of the equation, As I am full life, Fully love and nothing of carnal Life Is in that.
You clearly see a person that is being tempted and "trying" to not fall into it`s trap is depending on there Carnal Self and are not married to Holy spirit. A Spirit being, a Christ anointed one is married and one with holy spirit, they depend on Holy spirit and Won`t be worried of "doing" wrong or sinning because If you see sin you are in the Law, if you see life you are life. The religious may Not "do" the sin but the sin is still in there heart and they are apart from grace and in the Law. How can they fellowship with Grace when they are in Death?
Romance, Koinonia in the Holy Spirit.
The things of life, In Holy spirit the truth of Unity in Holy spirit being Totally free from religion...
I cant bring to words of my own Natural mind to explain through Knowledge the things of Spirit.
Man can not understand the things of Life in Holy Spirit. Only the Holy spirit can bring Spiritual Understanding that bring life to all things in our life. Church has become a get together to share Knowledge , Doctrine and many Ways are death then they are life. There still is life even in these religious systems. As Holy spirit brings life even though their is death.
We are separate from things of this world, We are separate from Carnal Life because our Nature has been Changed, We are renewed to truth that Rests in The Holy spirit.
This truth frees us from all things of this life like Emotions, Money, Worries, expectation`s, Carnal Perspectives, Control and all the things in life that don`t bring freedom.
In spirit Life, We are completely free from limitation`s of Carnality. We do not walk in the flesh but Walk in the Spirit.
All the things, answers and longings we are seeking are answered by a simple but Vast Unity in God the Father. It`s not about what we can "do" to please God, It`s not about Going to church, Doing good, Being a good person, Changing your life style, learning Doctrine and knowledge because As we Live In Holy Spirit the Fruits of the Spirit Just "are", They flow from The Father because It`s not our Righteousness, Works, Revelation but the Righteousness and works of Holy spirit within us.
If we could "do" good works, Be a good christian, please God it would only Reveal Self-righteousness and would cause us to be a false god of our Own Life. Do you really Believe that Holy spirit would make it all up to you about what you can "do" to make things right in your life. Christ came to set us free from The carnal Nature, The carnal things of Life and bring life to our Mortal Bodies.
If it was up to you to make things right, you would Think you could do things without God and this is exactly where Pride is hidden. The Root of Pride "We can do it ourselves, We don't need anyone to do it for us". Spirit Life is complete Oppisite to Pride, It free`s us free the limitations of this world, and gives us Limitless freedom in Christ who is Head over all body.
One that is rejecting Holy spirit is really saying "I want to limit my life to Carnality and Relay on Myself to attain eternal life because I am prideful" These are the ones that reject Holy spirit.
Pride produces a man that thinks he can "do" to be Value and be accepted. Many times Pride comes from a Orphan heart, They are so wanting to be Accepted by Man and get approval From people.
Lose your life and you will find it, Find your life in Christ and Then you are able to keep it. What will it Profit a man if he gains the whole world but Loses his soul?
Many People in Religious Christianity have put their life into Being a pastor, Going to Church, being Holy, Being on a worship team, Reading the bible, Knowing more Knowledge, Feeling Worthy, Feeling Accepted (There is nothing wrong with feeling Accepted and worthy) and Box there life & Identity in what they "do" and Not who they are In Holy Spirit.
The Things of Man has made "doing" the works of God only Selected into Group`s of Categories like a Minster, a Missionary which really is saying "I am limiting Holy spirit to Knowledge, I relay on my Certification of Knowledge to do the Work`s of God . Being The purpose that God has called into life in your life is nothing to do With Knowledge but abiding in Holy spirit.
In Holy Spirit life, We are free from this Knowledge that only Makes it about what Man Can do and not What Holy Spirit has "done". True Knowldge (which is not Natural Knowldge) is Spirit Knowledge, This is From the Tree of life. The tree of knowledge only Holds Death and all religions try to seek Knowledge so they can Have Eternal life. They seek more and more to "know" so they can be "good" which really is saying "I am good because Of my Knowledge, I will reach heaven because Of what I can do" which is the root of Pride, Why Satan fell from heaven and Making the person think they are a "god" of their life. This is the pride of Life. The trap of What Satan Did in the garden of Eden, was that He said to adam and eve that they can be god if only they eat the tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil.
Most of Religion has put Knowledge of the things of God because they eat from the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. It is a simple but Blindness that will keep people free seeing the truth. It is the Vail that it talks about in the Old testament, And that Vail is Torn from our Faces for those That eat from the Tree of life (Being one with Holy spirit).
Will you continue to struggle with the Pride of Life with the things of this world or will you Accept holy spirit and live life Free from Everything, Completely in Unity, hope, love and Oneness with Holy spirit?
As you accept Holy spirit (chosen to be), you will be in romance with the holy spirit, you won`t try to Focus to create works, Make Baby's like in a Partnership Marriage, but Just Live, flow in unity, feasting in the Things of Heaven, being in complete Union with Holy Spirit being romanced by God because the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob is a God of Love and Holiness.
You will call God "father" you won`t be a orphan because you have never been a orphan Since he will never leave you or forsake you, he will always be one with you as your body is the temple of the Holy spirit and there will be nothing you can do to Be Separate from his love, because you are In Marriage with your Heavenly father. This marriage is not a religious, works of the Catholic Religious system, but a Unity of Love that lasts for Eternity. This is Eternal Life, that you may be Seated in heavenly Placed far above every Principality, and Spiritual darkness of This world; being one With Your Heavenly Father, being renewed to the things of Heaven... Free from the Things of life, and in complete Perfection within Holy spirit.
Now, Just "be" Holy spirit will take care of your life, As your life is Hidden In Christ, and it is No longer you that Lives but Christ who lives in you.
Your Money Is God`s, Your hurt, Your wanting`s, Your desires, your visions, Dreams and all things of you are hidden in God... You are completely His and nothing you can do to stop him from Loving you Unconditionally. You are free to be you in Holy spirit. Your value is Hidden In Christ, It is not your own that is value, But value is Unity in Spirit.
The cross brings Life to the things of Life.
........ You are Complete
I cant bring to words of my own Natural mind to explain through Knowledge the things of Spirit.
Man can not understand the things of Life in Holy Spirit. Only the Holy spirit can bring Spiritual Understanding that bring life to all things in our life. Church has become a get together to share Knowledge , Doctrine and many Ways are death then they are life. There still is life even in these religious systems. As Holy spirit brings life even though their is death.
We are separate from things of this world, We are separate from Carnal Life because our Nature has been Changed, We are renewed to truth that Rests in The Holy spirit.
This truth frees us from all things of this life like Emotions, Money, Worries, expectation`s, Carnal Perspectives, Control and all the things in life that don`t bring freedom.
In spirit Life, We are completely free from limitation`s of Carnality. We do not walk in the flesh but Walk in the Spirit.
All the things, answers and longings we are seeking are answered by a simple but Vast Unity in God the Father. It`s not about what we can "do" to please God, It`s not about Going to church, Doing good, Being a good person, Changing your life style, learning Doctrine and knowledge because As we Live In Holy Spirit the Fruits of the Spirit Just "are", They flow from The Father because It`s not our Righteousness, Works, Revelation but the Righteousness and works of Holy spirit within us.
If we could "do" good works, Be a good christian, please God it would only Reveal Self-righteousness and would cause us to be a false god of our Own Life. Do you really Believe that Holy spirit would make it all up to you about what you can "do" to make things right in your life. Christ came to set us free from The carnal Nature, The carnal things of Life and bring life to our Mortal Bodies.
If it was up to you to make things right, you would Think you could do things without God and this is exactly where Pride is hidden. The Root of Pride "We can do it ourselves, We don't need anyone to do it for us". Spirit Life is complete Oppisite to Pride, It free`s us free the limitations of this world, and gives us Limitless freedom in Christ who is Head over all body.
One that is rejecting Holy spirit is really saying "I want to limit my life to Carnality and Relay on Myself to attain eternal life because I am prideful" These are the ones that reject Holy spirit.
Pride produces a man that thinks he can "do" to be Value and be accepted. Many times Pride comes from a Orphan heart, They are so wanting to be Accepted by Man and get approval From people.
Lose your life and you will find it, Find your life in Christ and Then you are able to keep it. What will it Profit a man if he gains the whole world but Loses his soul?
Many People in Religious Christianity have put their life into Being a pastor, Going to Church, being Holy, Being on a worship team, Reading the bible, Knowing more Knowledge, Feeling Worthy, Feeling Accepted (There is nothing wrong with feeling Accepted and worthy) and Box there life & Identity in what they "do" and Not who they are In Holy Spirit.
The Things of Man has made "doing" the works of God only Selected into Group`s of Categories like a Minster, a Missionary which really is saying "I am limiting Holy spirit to Knowledge, I relay on my Certification of Knowledge to do the Work`s of God . Being The purpose that God has called into life in your life is nothing to do With Knowledge but abiding in Holy spirit.
In Holy Spirit life, We are free from this Knowledge that only Makes it about what Man Can do and not What Holy Spirit has "done". True Knowldge (which is not Natural Knowldge) is Spirit Knowledge, This is From the Tree of life. The tree of knowledge only Holds Death and all religions try to seek Knowledge so they can Have Eternal life. They seek more and more to "know" so they can be "good" which really is saying "I am good because Of my Knowledge, I will reach heaven because Of what I can do" which is the root of Pride, Why Satan fell from heaven and Making the person think they are a "god" of their life. This is the pride of Life. The trap of What Satan Did in the garden of Eden, was that He said to adam and eve that they can be god if only they eat the tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil.
Most of Religion has put Knowledge of the things of God because they eat from the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. It is a simple but Blindness that will keep people free seeing the truth. It is the Vail that it talks about in the Old testament, And that Vail is Torn from our Faces for those That eat from the Tree of life (Being one with Holy spirit).
Will you continue to struggle with the Pride of Life with the things of this world or will you Accept holy spirit and live life Free from Everything, Completely in Unity, hope, love and Oneness with Holy spirit?
As you accept Holy spirit (chosen to be), you will be in romance with the holy spirit, you won`t try to Focus to create works, Make Baby's like in a Partnership Marriage, but Just Live, flow in unity, feasting in the Things of Heaven, being in complete Union with Holy Spirit being romanced by God because the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob is a God of Love and Holiness.
You will call God "father" you won`t be a orphan because you have never been a orphan Since he will never leave you or forsake you, he will always be one with you as your body is the temple of the Holy spirit and there will be nothing you can do to Be Separate from his love, because you are In Marriage with your Heavenly father. This marriage is not a religious, works of the Catholic Religious system, but a Unity of Love that lasts for Eternity. This is Eternal Life, that you may be Seated in heavenly Placed far above every Principality, and Spiritual darkness of This world; being one With Your Heavenly Father, being renewed to the things of Heaven... Free from the Things of life, and in complete Perfection within Holy spirit.
Now, Just "be" Holy spirit will take care of your life, As your life is Hidden In Christ, and it is No longer you that Lives but Christ who lives in you.
Your Money Is God`s, Your hurt, Your wanting`s, Your desires, your visions, Dreams and all things of you are hidden in God... You are completely His and nothing you can do to stop him from Loving you Unconditionally. You are free to be you in Holy spirit. Your value is Hidden In Christ, It is not your own that is value, But value is Unity in Spirit.
The cross brings Life to the things of Life.
........ You are Complete
Sunday, 12 April 2015
Religion blinds..
"Over the years the Spirit has revealed the detrimental effects of
religion. From a personal perspective, 30 years in Churches working hard
for God and seeing great changes in myself and others is now seen as a
carnal 30 years trying to please God. Yes God worked and the Holy Spirit
was revealed at times but as far as life went, it was me trying to be
better along with my peers and praising God as we moved forward.
I have many old friends still stuck in the "Moses trap". They are sincerely trying to be 'good Christians' as they struggle to get or be better. It is simple to see now that this way of life is not just foolishness but truly carnal.
Did not Christ take sin away? Did believers not die with Christ? Is our carnal (sin) nature not sinful? Is the Holy Spirit not Holy? By trying to change my carnal nature, (to please God?) all I am doing is mixing the laws of Moses with the freedom in Christ. It is the Law (sin) that has structured modern day religious groups (some call churches) by teaching that I need to be better, that I need to do something for God, that God loves me but...., that my group is more correct than that group, that marriage should be better, that finances can be better, that if I pray good things happen, that if I do not pray bad things happen, that I need a man to tell me about God, that I need to meet once or twice or three times or four times a week with other believers, etc. THIS IS SIMPLY THE LAW!
There are of course excuses to these 'criticisms' (I made them for over 10 years), but in Spirit life, all this comes together, there is no need to try to do something or not do something, miracles are life. meeting with others in Spirit happens daily with no planning! worries dissipate, marriage thrives, finances happen with no effort or stress, Godly works are something that is just passed through daily with no schedule or plan. There is no more trying to please God, no more trying not to sin, no more stress or worry over what others think or say.
Life just is! This is where Paul gets off saying things such as:
Sad but true, you (my friends) are stuck in religion, deep down you are flustered but you CANNOT SEE IT because you mix the Mosaic Law with Grace. YOU ARE BLINDED.
There is NO WAY for you to please God other than by allowing the Holy Spirit to reveal to you who you REALLY are. When this happens, you will not strive, you will not waste your time with knowledge, you will never be offended, you will not struggle with your hidden sin, you will not try to cover someone Else's sin, you will not try to see God working, you will live in freedom and be part of Spirit Life where miracles are life and your life ceases to be your own!
Please, "god fearing" good church going, bible reading, soul winner, faith preacher, grace lover, laborer, apostle, servant, pastor, teacher, prayer warrior, intercessor, 'apostle to the nation', tongue talker, interpreter, deacon, assistant pastor, lay pastor, pastor in training, evangelist, might man, good wife, loving husband.....; quit trying to live your life as if you have something to show or prove, quit trying to fit your life into a purpose, quit trying to be somebody. Allow the Spirit to reveal who you are, truly...quit living like an orphan!
FYI: when you quit, you will be abandoned, you will be ridiculed, you will be despised......by your (church going) friends. If you are able to withstand that carnal pressure, you will see the Holy Spirit like NEVER before.(because carnality will never allow that kind of abandonment to be willfully accepted)
PS: Who is perishing? The only people I see rejecting God are those trapped in self righteousness thinking that their works mean something to God; not the people in this world, they respond with life changing responses"
This is a great Article of my friends.
Check out his blog here:
http://actionsinacts.blogspot.ca/2014/12/religion-blinds.html?view=sidebar
I have many old friends still stuck in the "Moses trap". They are sincerely trying to be 'good Christians' as they struggle to get or be better. It is simple to see now that this way of life is not just foolishness but truly carnal.
Did not Christ take sin away? Did believers not die with Christ? Is our carnal (sin) nature not sinful? Is the Holy Spirit not Holy? By trying to change my carnal nature, (to please God?) all I am doing is mixing the laws of Moses with the freedom in Christ. It is the Law (sin) that has structured modern day religious groups (some call churches) by teaching that I need to be better, that I need to do something for God, that God loves me but...., that my group is more correct than that group, that marriage should be better, that finances can be better, that if I pray good things happen, that if I do not pray bad things happen, that I need a man to tell me about God, that I need to meet once or twice or three times or four times a week with other believers, etc. THIS IS SIMPLY THE LAW!
There are of course excuses to these 'criticisms' (I made them for over 10 years), but in Spirit life, all this comes together, there is no need to try to do something or not do something, miracles are life. meeting with others in Spirit happens daily with no planning! worries dissipate, marriage thrives, finances happen with no effort or stress, Godly works are something that is just passed through daily with no schedule or plan. There is no more trying to please God, no more trying not to sin, no more stress or worry over what others think or say.
Life just is! This is where Paul gets off saying things such as:
14 But
their minds were blinded. For until this day the same veil remains
unlifted in the reading of the Old Testament, because the veil is taken away in Christ. 15 But even to this day, when Moses is read, a veil lies on their heart.16 Nevertheless when one turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.
Then chapter 4
by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. 3 And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. 4 The
god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they
cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of
Christ, who is the image of God. 5 For what we preach is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake.Sad but true, you (my friends) are stuck in religion, deep down you are flustered but you CANNOT SEE IT because you mix the Mosaic Law with Grace. YOU ARE BLINDED.
There is NO WAY for you to please God other than by allowing the Holy Spirit to reveal to you who you REALLY are. When this happens, you will not strive, you will not waste your time with knowledge, you will never be offended, you will not struggle with your hidden sin, you will not try to cover someone Else's sin, you will not try to see God working, you will live in freedom and be part of Spirit Life where miracles are life and your life ceases to be your own!
Please, "god fearing" good church going, bible reading, soul winner, faith preacher, grace lover, laborer, apostle, servant, pastor, teacher, prayer warrior, intercessor, 'apostle to the nation', tongue talker, interpreter, deacon, assistant pastor, lay pastor, pastor in training, evangelist, might man, good wife, loving husband.....; quit trying to live your life as if you have something to show or prove, quit trying to fit your life into a purpose, quit trying to be somebody. Allow the Spirit to reveal who you are, truly...quit living like an orphan!
FYI: when you quit, you will be abandoned, you will be ridiculed, you will be despised......by your (church going) friends. If you are able to withstand that carnal pressure, you will see the Holy Spirit like NEVER before.(because carnality will never allow that kind of abandonment to be willfully accepted)
PS: Who is perishing? The only people I see rejecting God are those trapped in self righteousness thinking that their works mean something to God; not the people in this world, they respond with life changing responses"
This is a great Article of my friends.
Check out his blog here:
http://actionsinacts.blogspot.ca/2014/12/religion-blinds.html?view=sidebar
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