Drunk but still I see truth?

I feel so lost at times. Why does it seem like I see a perspective on things that I try to ignore?

I just realize life is a Adventure, be mature, Be Responsible and enjoy the Journey. I don`t understand everything. I know what I want and everyday I`ll seek after it.

I`m make for bigger because I know that is what I want. holy spirit shows me Despite carnality; reveals Life of Perfection in me that is only in a man that is In Spiritual life, That can See Spiritual life through the eyes of Spirit..

I am a man that Wants Love, God, Creator (what ever you call it we all know God is life). Ive seeked This "God" that I love, I seek My Father who loves me in Heaven. I miss him, I yearn for his love, I want him more then anything. It hard to think I am here even though I seem that I am here on earth without him. but It is not true, Where he is, You are, and where you are he is. You are one, Love is one with you and you will enjoy it as you let yourself be who you are in Spirit, Truth, Love and Glory.