For what?

I have drunken 4 beers in the last while. I am drunk per say because of what?


A Heart of a orphan heart. I want more, I want Riches, I want Significances per say but I realize there is so much more. what do I say? I see life; even in my own weakness I see life Within.

I see a life Without flaw, I see a life Filled with Glory, Satisfaction despite carnal Things because in Spirt life there is only Perfection. This is a perfection that is full in Spirit. it`s the spirit of God full in a man. It`s a man Fulled with the Glory and He may not even know it. He has no knowledge of but is filled with the royalty of Christ.

I am lost as a carnal man, But I am Fully found as I am fully Spirit, fully life and fully renewed as I am no longer carnal, no longer do I see death for all I see is spirit (perfection and union in holy spirit).

I no longer see death, Sin or Decay for I no longer am that. Since my adoption in Christ on Calvary i have been given the answer to life which is spirit and life (Christ who lives).


I write this as a man that is hurt, Drunk in the eyes of man but fully complete in union with the one who made me. My Flaws don`t define me as Spirit life defines my nature. My nature is defined with who has made me (Christ within me) these words blind to the blind but life to the Seeing.

I see the flow of life, I met this Business partner or w/e you want to call it. I see union and Full understanding that is far from a partnership but in spirit actually union. I enjoy it, I embrace it, It`s the best thing Ive ever seen.. Union in Spirit is something Ive always wanted, Something Ive always seeked but never seemed to grasp with my own Knowledge.

It`s something that I can`t grasp with knowledge but It`s like marriage, There is a flow of Life that Can`t be seen with eyes, Understood by Man but fully known By those that See Spiritual life.


It`s beautiful :). Ill sleep tonight maybe Like I never have, revealed in me the rest that Is abided in Spirit life. a Constant flow of Freedom, A constant flow of Konina that is Eternal life :D.

I meet so many people everyday, IT`s incredible. I just think about it and realize the truth behind it. I see Community, a revealing of Spirit life to those that are blind. I will enjoy this for the rest of my life because it a contast love romance of Holy spirit. everything Great in my life is Conneected to the very reason that he loves me for Who I am. I don`t have to Try, Do or struggle to be anything to satisfy  Christ because In him he is satisfied. I am free to be myself and nothing can change that.