History

I Served the devil for a long time. My family was a multi-generational satanic Blood line. It`s hard to put into Pieces, it`s hard to come to the realization of that. I wished for so long that it never had to be that way, It`s saddening. The reality of what went on was more then people could Bare.

But the grace of God gave me the strength. I dissociated into multiple Personalities. It`s a skill that any child will use when they go through such Horrible things.

My life was dedicated to Satan as a Young child by family members and by the satanic cult that was involved. It`s a big network of individuals, Not just my family but many other people connected.

I was trained, Formed and used for all the devils Purposes. I would go on Missions as a kid, Leaving to the United States as a young child to do things they wanted me to do. There was so much training that parts of me were trained for only one purpose in mind. I won`t go to much into Detail.

but the whole idea is trauma is used to Form Dissociation, The more dissociation that they did to me, the more they were able to control me. I did what they said. Why? Because I was told I would die if i didnt and they would show killed people in front of me to show me "that is what will fucking happen if you don`t obey". What will a young child do? Of course I`m angry, that Is why I am writing this, I am Upset, It comes to mind and I feel all the pain and I just want to get away from it. It`s unbelievable and I just want to be safe, free from it all. It`s gone on way to long and I just want to free, enjoy holy spirit and enjoy my life in christ.

Hypnosis was used to Create triggers. There`s so many trigger words and Word Phrases used it boggles my mind. I don`t even know the half of them. There is numbers, In the inner world (the spirit) there is a inner realm of many Parts set into different rooms where Demons are assigned to them. Those demons are put there through rituals. I was forced to attend many different satanic rituals.

It`s hard to go to back to these memories, but I don`t want to focus on evil, I want to focus on the fact that God is so much bigger then all this. He sets the captives free. I know as I am walking in the spirit that There is no way that I am not getting freedom in christ. By His stripes I am healed. I will live in the spirit and in rightouness as I am a preist and king of christ. By this fruit, I walk not by carnality but by spiritual Life that was given to me through the cross.

right now I don`t know exactly why, It simple was just that, it just happened and I don`t have to put anymore purpose then That it happened and it`s to bad that it went that way. But I am able to see in the end the glory of God, His freedom and power to set me from everything of this world.